i actually don't know why i wanted to post something here today.. haha!

there's nothing really much to talk about... well except for my first recitation in Labor Relations for the 2nd and last semester for this year.. it was a TOTAL FAILURE.. sheesh.. what a great start for a mind-blowing, for-sure-you'll-have-information-overload and almost life threatening subject... i'm pretty sure i got a shining, shimmering and disappointing grade of 65. CRAP~(just like what Lui says)

i'm sure that if our professor didn't get mad at that time, i won't be called for the recitation. he almost called all of us! I think he was able to call around 15-20 students for the recitation. 

man, that sucks! really! And almost all of us who have been called were not able to answer his questions. TOTALLY SUCKS!

i'm just hoping that i'll be able to pass this subject. Man I don't want to be an Octoberian! 

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i'm tired... really tired...emotionally, mentally and somehow physically... we had a 7-hour break today...

we had our lunch at Mang Tootz~ love the food there and the people.. yeah very welcoming Barakos! hahah!

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after lunch, we headed straight to the library to review for our quiz in Organizational Development. But guess what, we weren't able to review immediately. Janel, Jan and I felt sooooo sleepy and bored. Janel was the first one to finish reviewing coz she has a class at 3pm.. then Mitzi arrived... and then.. we had some G-Tech(signpen) Tattoing session at the library! haha! drew some flowers on our hands! :))

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then had our quiz and some lectures in OD and after classes, the class talked about the Christmas Party... honestly, i'm not interested with it. me so bad! :))

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well that would be all for now! i better sleep now coz i have a 7am class tomorrow and it's Business Communication! sheesh!

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nightie guys! till next time!

Labels: back to school, blogging, tattoo

I'm baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaacccccccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkk!!!

...........

surprised? yeah, me too. 

never thought I'll use this blog again.. oh and since I'm back, please ignore my previous posts about closing this blog.

hayyy, I missed blogging. I am more into Twitter (Follow me on Twitter okay?) and Facebook right now.

well, alot of things have happened, from academics to personal life to issues about friendship. Lots to talk about but I'll be talking about some...only.

Academics first.

So after all the almost sleepless nights and almost nightmares I had, finally, the grades have come out. guess what guys? I......... PASSED! oh yeah! I PASSED Labor Standards and Land Reform and Taxation! oh yeah baby! whooo! and guess what again, I don't have a grade of 3!!!! whoooo!!!

Now I can relax...

So after the academics, my personal life. what about it? well nothing much. hahaha! 

Well actually it's more about my fandom. I haven't heard any new info or news about KAT-TUN except for Jin, who has a movie named, BANDAGE (I can't wait for this one!) and a solo single for the said movie. I am planning to buy the two editions of the single, instead of ordering at YesAsia, i'll just order at my batchmate (oh please reply ASAP!)

aside from KAT-TUN, i'm enjoying the songs of Super Junior, JaeChun, 2PM and 2AM(i love these groups! soo funny!) and lately, songs of Ayaka.

and also, we had our Graduation Picture! weeh! yey! I can almost feel it! Graduation Day...

and that Graduation Picture taking with Ahmil(our so-called Boss), Janel, Lui and Meg was unforgettable! we love that day!!!!!

and now about the Friendship issues... well, we just had some misunderstandings, tampuhan, samaan ng loob... but good thing it's over.

well i guess that would be all for now! hahah!

such a nonsense update,ne?  

Labels: blogging, fandom

Damn!

what a great way to end the day.

sh*t! just because of these f**king rumours going on in LJ, i felt sad. no. depressed. no, not really. i don't know. my mind has gone blank. sh*t. really, SH*T.

F**K all these RUMOURS. rumours ruin everything. F**K SH*T.

these rumours about my fandom, really, are SH*TS! they're SH*TS!

my heart's hurting. DAMN!

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i think i might really start a new blog.
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F**K ALL THESE SH*TS!

Labels: fandom, rumours, sh*ts

it's been a while since i made a post here.
almost a month, i guess.

i've been busy with school so i didn't have the time to update my blog.

i had some problems that i need to solve/handle so i didn't have the time to make a new post here.

a lot of things happened. some were nice and some weren't. well at least i survived those, whatever you call them!

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we had our Labor this afternoon, and GOD, i swear i was very thankful that i wasn't called at the recitation! one hell of a recitation!
well, i know some of the anwers but i'm not sooo sure about them.

i swear, next meeting, i'll definitely come to class and face the prof PREPARED.
i'm gonna be prepared with my notes! XD

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during the Computer class, we had some lecture/discussion, and of course, we had a time to browse the internet and there, we discovered a new game! thanks to Janel!

it's called Splitter2... it's fun to play when you know how to solve the puzzle. i guess it involves Physics? XDDD

i stopped at level 30 or 31, if i remember it right. it's the Spiral level.

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well i guess that would be all for now..

i'm actually thinking if i'll close this blog and create a new one. a private one, well not really so private but i won't be adding friends there.. still not sure about it. maybe when i have the time and when i'm in the mood to create a new one, i guess i'll close this blog now.

why?

i don't know! i just wanted to have a private but not really private blog. XDDD


bye bye!

Labels: blogging, games, Labor

damn! Gian just showed me something!

she showed me how our book would look like! and damn! it looked so f**king awesome and f**king beautiful especially when you have an awesome drawing for the cover!!!!!

wahh i feel the pressure even if no one's trying to pressure me!!! sh*t!

i have to make our cover and not just the cover but also the content(the drawings inside the book) beautiful and nice to look at!

f**k!!!! f**k!!!


i honestly feel like fainting. no DYING!

Labels: damn, drawings, f**k, fiction

terror subject right at the start of classes. good luck to me and to the rest of 4BES1.

damn. i'm honestly not in the mood to read any books. specifically those that are related to academics. i still need more vacation. need more time to enjoy it. and i want more time to talk to Gian.

speaking of Gian, *sigh* she'll be leaving us before October. she's going back to Canada. awww.. we'll miss her sooo much. Janel and i will surely miss her. she's been a great friend to us. thinking about it makes want to cry.

i was actually hoping that she could graduate with us. that the three of us (Janel, Gian and I) can spend the remaining college years together. oh well... there's always the Yahoo Messenger. we can always chat.

so a while ago, Ms. Glaiza PM-ed me. we had some nice conversations. kamustahan ng konti. kwento about dito. ayun. di ko akalain na medyo may pagka kalog ng onti si maa'm. haha!

she told me to come back at the office and that the people there kept on "pestering" her to process their OMAs.. haha! sorry maa'm! hehe!

well i do miss CIIF. all those funny/crazy employees. those who kept on teasing me! haha!
oh dear i really miss them.

right now, i'm chatting with Gian(instead of me, starting to read the book) and discussing about our "small and dream project."
Gian came up with the idea of writing a fiction having the three of us as the lead characters and our dream guys/idols as our lovers/partners. i swear i love this idea!

so we had our little story conference and shared our views, opinions or ideas about the project. we thought of our own different love stories, conflicts, romances and other stuff. it was really fun! some of us felt kilig when we were sharing our dream scenes/romances with our guys..
kyaa~~ getting excited about it!

i'm gonna share some info about my love story with, guess who? no other than Akanishi Jin. kyaaa~~~~
oh yes, i'm making him my lover at the fiction! wahaha! isn't that great? wahahah!

so as i was saying, Jin will be my best friend here. we've known each other for so so long already.. he's into modelling while i'm into styling and i'm actually his stylist!
it's a one-sided love, me having some secret feelings for him. what else? i guess that would be all for now! wahaha

Gian already started writing the fic and hopefully we get to finish it before she heads back to Canada but i doubt about it. we need to make this fic really awesome so we'll be needing more time. and by the way, i get to draw the characters!
and i'm having a hard time now, actually. i don't know if i can do it but i'm trying and will definitely try! i will work hard!!!

i already started sketching the characters and here are some drafts or sketches that i made.
well i only took pictures of them and they're not really that good.

btw before i forget, the pairings in the fiction are the following:

IrisxJin
GianxChangmin
JanelxMinho

so here are my horrible sketches.
sorry for the super duper low quality!


*oops! forgot to take pictures of Janel's character!

Labels: back to school, fiction, sketches

5 more days to go and I'm back to school again. I'll be inside the university again. Inside the 4 walls of the classroom.
Hay naku! kabitin naman talaga ang bakasyon! Kulang pa! This girl needs more vacation! More time to relax! (as if that's possible)

*sigh*

I just don't understand why I'm deamanding for more vacation when in fact, I'm already bored here! All I did was to sit down in front of the PC, play Playstation, and watch TV..

The thought of going back to school makes me nervous. Thinking about the terrorprofessors gives me goosebumps. Thinking of school stuff just makes me- a bit bored.

Honestly, I'm not sure if I'm happy that I'm now officially a 4th year college student of UST. Well yes I know I should be happy and be proud that I made it this far without any failing marks! (Thank you God!). Yes I am happy! Yes I am proud but it's not very evident on my face and on my actions.

4th year... Yes I'mfinally on my last school year and after that, graduation comes and then... what?

I wonder what's in store for me after college?

To tell you frankly, I DON'T KNOW. I can't even imagine or picture myself working in a company(except during my OJT days).

Will I be successful? Will I be successful in this kind of career? Damn I don't know! No idea at all!

Bahala na si God sa akin!

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I was looking for my Cattleya notebook (the one that I used during my OJT) when I saw some my random drawings/sketches/doodles there. Then suddenly, something popped out of my mind. A question... A question that until now I don't have any answer.

"Ito nga ba talaga ang gusto ko?"

PAUSE

I'm back! I stopped from writing for a while since Gian asked me to do something for her (No I'm not mad at her! Honestly!).
And I swear, I do thank her for disturbing me coz I got my motivation back!

Motivation for what? SECRET!

Okay I better be going now! I really do want to start and FINISH this project that I have in my mind right now. I do hope to finish it!

See yah all!!!

~~By the way~~

Got myself a new haircut and honestly, I'm not too happy about it but it still looks fine.

~~Sorry for the very ugly shot i have there! hahaha! not very photogenic and we're in a hurry! XD