My Eternal Haven

A Birthday Post to the Milky White Skin, Big Space Star Kim Heechul

2011-07-10T01:23:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday, Kim Heechul!!!!

The one and only milky white skin and big space star, Kim Heechul!

And to celebrate your birthday, I made a birthday fanart for you. ^^♥

A Belated Happy Birthday, Teukie post

2011-07-03T05:59:00.000-07:00

I made a birthday fanart for Super Junior's forever awesome leader, Park Jungsoo.

It's already too late but who cares. LOL~ What the heck am I saying?

Anyway, here's the fanart I made. Hope you like it. :)

A Happy Birthday Post for Ryeowook

2011-06-20T04:54:00.000-07:00

Just dropping by to share my latest fanart requested by Ryeowookfacts for Kim Ryeowook's birthday~

What do you think about my drawing? Ahihih~^^

super juniMy message to Ryeowook...

Just wishing the Eternal Maknae a happy, happy birthday! As an ELF, all I could do is hope that all of his dreams will come true. I hope he'll always be healthy and happy~

Wishing him also a good luck to his newest project, his musical!

Happy Birthday, Kim Ryeowook!

I am sorry...

2011-06-08T02:44:00.000-07:00

And once again, I have abandoned you, my dearest bloggy...

I will try to update you when I have the time...

I'm busy with some fanarts...

And I want to finish them ASAP...

Sorry bloggy...

But let me tell you something...

There's this fanbased group from Twitter and they asked me to design their book project for Henry and Kyuhyun...

Here's what I drew for them...

So, what do you think???

They liked it...

I hope you too...

See yah next time!!!

Bye~~~♥

Get Well Soon, Kyuhyun

2011-04-30T09:05:00.000-07:00

Get Well Soon

Cho Kyuhyun

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Found out that Super Junior, Cho Kyuhyun was sick that he's having difficulties standing and walking. :(

I hope he'll recover soon.

Have some rest, Kyuhyun.

2011-04-24T23:02:00.000-07:00

Happy First Twitter Anniversary

Special1004, Teukie!!!

http://iamakiro.deviantart.com/

2011-04-21T05:39:00.000-07:00

Happy First Twitter Anniversary

GaemGyu!!!

Newest Deviation

2011-04-19T20:32:00.000-07:00

Here's my newest deviation...

Kamui Shiro

(X-1999)

Just became a Deviant

2011-04-05T04:51:00.000-07:00

Just became a Deviant.

Feel free to visit my devianart account~

http://iamakiro.deviantart.com/

2011-03-28T04:45:00.000-07:00

I'm baaaaaaaaack~~~~~ Whoooosh!

Again, I'll be updating my dearest bloggy with pictures. Well, with my latest ~~masterpiece~~ Super Junior fan arts.

Enough with the intro and let's go with the photos~ ^^

They're actually from Super Show 3.

"Bean sprout Yesung"

"Fallen Angel Donghae"

~Why did I call him fallen angel? Just look at how he wore the wings. Oh Donghae~

and

"Pepper Kyu"

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I also drew Teukie and Heechul, but unfortunately, I'm too lazy to color them. Hihihi~ ;P

"No Other Teukie"

and

"Heechul with his Jjinbbang"

I guess that would be all for now with the chibis.

Gonna focus with the non-chibi (< -- WTH is this word? XD) drawings.

Other works can be found here----->>>> http://akiro20.multiply.com/

Okies, time to say bye bye~ Ciao!!!! ♥♥♥

2011-03-26T07:44:00.000-07:00

Hey hey hey~

I came here to update my bloggy, not with stories or sentences or paragraphs. I came here to update and share as well some of my Super Junior fan arts~ ^^

Will be posting only 3 pictures, since most of them are a bit low in quality (well, I just used my phone cam to take pictures. Ha! Wait till I get myself a scanner! XD).

~~Angel Teukie~~

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~~Henry "The Mochi" Lau~~

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and last but not the least...

My ultimate bias....

~~The "Evil Maknae" Kyuhyun~~

Okies~~ That would be all! XD

Good night bloggy mates! ^^

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PS: By the way, did you guys join the March 26, 2011, Earth Hour? You should've turned off the lights~ Help save, Mother Nature! ^^

Also, let us all continue praying for Japan, as well as for our dearest planet. ^^

And... World peace, people! ♥

Super Junior: Super Show 3 in Manila

2011-02-28T19:03:00.000-08:00

February 26, 2011.

February 26, 2011. A very special and unforgettable date in

my life.

February 26, 2011. Saturday. A day filled with awesomeness and epicness.

February 26, 2011. Saturday. 7:00pm. Super Junior's Super Show 3 in Manila...

(credit picture from Lee Donghae Facebook)

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At around 7:00am of February 26, 2011, Gian, Janel and I headed to Araneta Coliseum to start lining up for the Super Show 3 Manila. We went straight to the "red gate" to check how many fans are already there. We were actually surprised that we didn't see a single fan there. No fans sitting, standing, talking or fangirling. Not even a single fan.

Then, we went to the "green gate" to check if there are fans waiting there. Well yeah, we saw some fans. We asked someone if that's the line for the SVIP- Right, Standing but the girls said that it's for the SVIP Left. So.... the "red gate's" the entrance for the right side (we're SVIP-Right, by the way--beside the stage).

Then, we went back to the "red gate." We sat there thinking we were the first in line (we couldn't believe it, seriously. Akalain mo yun? Una kami sa pila?). Good thing, 2 girls approached us and told us that the line was actually at the sidewalk. When we reached the sidewalk....Whoah?! There were already around 50-60 fans who lined up!! :O

And the waiting has began...

To cut the story short, we waited for almost 12 hours. Sitting, standing, walking, talking and laughing.

By 4:30pm, they allowed us to enter... When we reached our section.... BOOM!

A very large and amazing stage welcomed us.

"Oh my God! This is it! Sh*t!!! It's finally here!!!"

2 hours left before the Super Show starts. Seats and other areas are slowly being filled by fans. Compared to SS2, a lot of fans came to watch SS3 because you won't notice the empty seats (yeah~~!!!).

So while we're waiting for the show to start, they played some ads and showed who were the sponsors for the concert. They played Super Junior songs as well.

Suddenly....

Fans started to scream at Sanuk's advertisement. Why? Because they showed Sungmin, Teukie and Heechul's pictures holding/wearing Sanuk! --->> Sanuk became the favorite advertisement for that night<<----

By 7:00pm, all lights were turned on. Voice over can be heard. Then, all the lights were off. Blue lightsticks were turned on. Fans screaming. Super Show 3 VCR/Intro played.

"It has started..."

First song was the remix version of Sorry Sorry (cool remix, by the way).

The first Super Junior member to appear was Donghae, who was being raised up as if he was floating in the air. Then, the big circle thingy on the stage was slowly being lifted and there we saw the remaining members who were kneeling down.

"Sheeets! I swear, I almost fainted when I saw Kyuhyun so up close! He was so handsome! More handsome in person!!!! (this was the part where they started moving.)"

I couldn't see the performance very well since they were dancing at the front (no choice but to watch it thru the big screen). I tried to video the whole performance but I don't know what the frack happened to my phone and it was not saved. "Oh sh*t!" (Well, almost all of the pictures I took and the videos I recorded got deleted. So, I was only able to take a few pictures.)

After Sorry Sorry, it was the Korean version of Super Girl. "No Zhoumi!!!! waaah! T__T"

Then, it was No Other. Sungmin and Teukie were flying!!! Throwing confetti to the fans! "It was raining blue confetti!" They looked really cute! The whole performance of No Other was really cute!!

I was able to get at least one of the blue (Japanese) paper!

(Aba! Nahawakan din ni Teukie yan noh!)

I can't really remember all of the highlights of the performances since I was too busy screaming and looking for Kyuhyun!

I'll just give you those that I can still recall.

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1. Yesung's Solo Performance- It Has To Be You (Cinderella Sister OST)

-Yesung became my number 1 bias that night. This was the highlight of the whole concert. Most unforgettable moment.

Aside from Yesung's powerful and awesome voice, the fans were really great. The

fan project for Yesung's solo was SUCCESSFUL. We ma

de Yesung smile. "We made him smile!"

At the start of the song, fans were just screaming but when it was already the chorus part of the song, fans started singing. We sang along with Yesung. Before the second part of the song, he smiled. Yesung removed his earphone, shouted "everybody" and raised his mic. He let us sing the chorus part of It Has To Be You. He was swaying his mic, singing and smiling. He was smiling. He showed us a big smile...

( from a fancam by tonijane016 @ YT)

I'm pretty sure he was touched with what we did for him. Aside from the smile he gave us, he said "Thank you very much!" and even tweeted about it right after the concert.

Yesung's tweet with the translation

(credit translation: Jinn8812elf)

2. Poker Face (Lady Hee Hee) and Single Ladies (Shindong, Donghae and Eunhyuk)

- "Oh my fucking goodness! Kim Heechul is the prettiest and sexiest human being I've ever seen in my entire life!"

Oh yeah, before I forget, He's a man. Kim Heechul is a MAN.

Lady Hee Hee rocked the stage! He was so wild! He even ~~ABUSED~~ his female back-up dancer! "poor yet so damn lucky girl!"

Donghae, Hyukkie and Shindong were also wild! Especially the very-naughty-but-know-how-to-tease-the-fans Donghae!!! Donghae pulled down Shindong's dress exposing Shindong's chest! XDDD

Donghae was also cute being shy while dancing his part during the Single Ladies. He was covering his face!!

This performance was just too awesome and too hot to handle! Gahd, I swear! I'm not that pervert but I can't help but smile, laugh and I guess blush every time I see them dance! I can also their...yeah! You know what I'm talking about, ELF (who were there at the concert!)

(from Bblablablove @ YT)

3. Kyuhyun's Solo Performance- New Endless Love

-Finally! I got to hear this guy's angelic voice. I also got to see him

up close and again, he was so handsome!

Since my phone couldn't handle too much awesomeness that night, I couldn't take a lot of Kyuhyun's pictures and videos. *Sh*t* I was only able to get one close up but it's not clear (it's hard to take pictures while going gaga over Kyuhyun!).

(above pic is not during his solo performance)

Kyuhyun was wearing black long sleeves. Okay, here's a screen cap of what he's wearing.

(from sweetieuisa @YT)

Fans were screaming during his solo performance. Most of us, I guess, we're not familiar with the song so we couldn't sing along with him but still, his voice's still amazing. *Love you, Kyu bb*

4. Henry's Solo Performance- Baby (by Justin Beiber)

- First time liking this song of JB. If Henry didn't perform it, I wouldn't even listen to this song!

From playing the piano, singing, playing the violin and dancing. Wow! This boy is a GENIUS! We totally loved his performance! We were singing and at the same time shouting Henry's name! Well, looks like he loved it. Just like Yesung, he tweeted about it after the concert.

(from Henry Lau's Twitter account)

5. Bonamana

- Hot. Cool. Sexy.

Fans were all screaming (we're always screaming)!

Holy moly frackoly! I saw the pelvic thrust move LIVE and UP CLOSE! Again, LIVE and UP CLOSE!!!! Sheeeeeets! ~~My eyes were focused on Teukie and Kyuhyun's pelvic thrust!~~

When we talk about Bonamana, who can forget the 83-line ~~rape scene~~ skinship? Teukie and Heechul did it again! Yeaaaaaaahhhh~~~ ~~Heechul molested leader Teukie and leader Teukie enjoyed it!~~ XDDDD

Oh and of course, Siwon's chocolate abs.. ~~UNF~~

(No more pictures. I'm too lazy to add pics! XD)

6. All My Heart

- Highlight of this performance? The bridge part. Kim Heechul, the B-boy dancer! Yeaaah~~

7. EunHae's Performance- I Wanna Love You

- Aside from the nice song, what else is awesome with this performance? EunHae abs, of course! "Sheeeeets!" Well of course, the cool choreography.

8. Eunhyuk's Solo Performance- Down (by Jay Sean)

- Definitely a hot performance from our dearest, Anchovy!

He started it with an awesome dance and he was wearing this... *Sheeeets*

9. Don't Don

- Highlight? Super Junior with Trax and Henry playing the violin plus the flying members with the firework...errr, whatever you call that! Super cool!

10. Trax Performance

- Thank you Lord, thank you SME, thank you PULP for bringing this band here in the Philippines! Thank you for allowing them to perform at SS3 Manila!!!!

They were amazing! They performed as if they're the one having the concert and not Suju! Amazing and I'm starting to like them!

11. Rinaldo

-Suju playing imaginary musical instruments while showing a video of Kangin. "Sheets. I miss this raccoon guy!"

Fans raised their Kangin lantern. It was really nice and it would have been great if everyone raised the lanterns (I feel guilty. I didn't raise my lantern. Ang hirap kaya magparticipate sa lahat ng fan projects! Ang hirap hugutin nung mga banners sa aking paper bag noh.)

Aside from the lantern, fans shouted Kangin's name. The boys must have heard it.

12. Cooking! Cooking!

- Super Junior veggies appeared! *yummy!!!*

They were so cute! Yesung became the onion while Donghae, the broccoli.

Pumpkin Sungmin was the cutest, for me! When I was looking for Kyuhyun, I saw Sungmin on the floor. He was rolling on the floor and Hyukkie the ~~sperm cell~~ bean sprout was like kicking him.

I even watched a fancam of that and gahd. Sungmin's, no doubt, the Prince of Aegyo! I wanted to snatch him and take him home!!!!

13. Sungmin's Solo Performance

- From being a cutie pie, Sungmin transformed into a hot guy! Kyaaaaa!

He was dancing with the sexy girls! ~~He's allowing those girls to rape him!~~ Sungminnie!! XDD

Oh! Oh! And I got to see Sungmin's tattoo!! So his tattoo's real.

14. Wonder Boy

- The last song they performed that night.

Fans were supposed to do a flash mob dance but I don't think they were able to do it. Well, it's okay since everyone's so hyper at that time.

15. Ending Talk

- Henry Lau became the spokesperson of the group-- and Leader Teukie's interpreter!

I fell in love with what he said...(not really sure if they're the exact words Henry said)

"You guys are loud!"

"We've been to a lot of different countries but Philippines has been the loudest!"

After he said those, fans screamed louder!

They also mentioned about Super Junior's 5th album (fans screamed) and that they hope to be back soon.... *Sheeets! Come back soon, Super Junior!!! We'll definitely wait for your return!!!! Kyaaaaa!*

Henry, Donghae, Hyukkie and Yesung did the "kiss-the-thumb-goodbye thingy" and I think fans did the same---well I did that.

Teukie remained at the stage. He was actually at the front stage, talking to some of the fans and then he threw his shirt. (according to some fan reports, Teukie gave his shirt to an old lady. Teukie is such a nice leader. He's the best!)

He was the last one to leave the stage. Did a 90 degrees bow, waved to the fans and left the stage.

The End...

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12 hours of waiting plus the "singitan factor" were all worth it!

I got home at around 11:30pm but I was still hyper. I didn't feel tired at all. My body did hurt-- especially my feet-- but I couldn't sleep and was still feeling high because of the concert. I went to bed at around 3:30am. Haha!

What Ms. Happee Sy said about SS3 Manila being the bomb was true. It was indeed, A BOMB! Super Junior rocked Araneta Coliseum!

Super Junior enjoyed the show and I'm sure of that. I'm sure they felt how much we, Filipino ELF, love them soooo much.

Heechul's tweet

(credit translation: Jinn8812elf)

*We fxxkin love you too, Kim Heechul!!*

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Thank you so much, PULP Live Productions for bringing Super Junior back in Manila.

Thank you so much, Super Junior for fulfilling our dream once again.

Thank you,

Leeteuk

Heechul

Yesung

Siwon

Ryeowook

Shindong

Sungmin

Kyuhyun

Donghae

Eunhyuk

Henry

To those who were not able to attend SS3 Manila, thank you as well...

Zhoumi

Kangin

Kibum

Hankyung

Till we meet again...

Peek-A-Boo!

2011-02-19T19:23:00.000-08:00

Hello, bloggy!

Finally! Finally! I had the time to update yah. Mommy's soooo sorry for not updating you... :(

Well at least, I was able to change the skin, change my tagboard colors... and write a veryyyyy short entry. :)

I've been sooo busy with a lot of things. Work, problems, fandom, etc...

Hate to say this, but I gotta go now!

Won't be making any promises of when I'll update you, bloggy... but I promise to do my best tp update you. Hehehe.

Ciao!

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PS: 6 more days to go before Super Show 3 Manila! Pinoy ELFs, are you ready? :D

Bloggy: UPDATED

2010-06-03T22:22:00.000-07:00

Ah finally~ Done with the update...^^,

Will make a post maybe...later? I'm not sure! haha!

Today's Super Junior's performance at Music Bank~ Hope they'll get their 3rd win!!! ^^,

Also, Yesung will perform It Has to Be You~~!! Wow!!!

Can't wait for their performance later!

PS: Kyuhyun won't be performing. He needs to rest after his middle ear operation. Get well soon Kyuhyun! ^^

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Now Playing: Bonamana- Super Junior

Mood: ~happy

Sorry Bloggy~~!!!

2010-06-02T08:53:00.000-07:00

Oh dear bloggy~ Forgive me if I'm not updating you!!!! Sorry!!!

Promise!! I'll update you maybe tomorrow or on Thursday!! PROMISE!!!!!

I'll change the skin too, the pictures, everything~~!!!!

Huhu..Sorry dearest bloggy!!! Mommy will update you!!! T.T

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now playing: Super Junior- In My Dream

2010-05-21T08:51:00.000-07:00

I promise to update my bloggy when I'm in the mood to post... ^__^

Congratulations to Super Junior for winning no. 1 at the Music Bank K-chart with their new single Miinah (Bonamana)

Super Juni-or! ^^,

2010-05-05T09:12:00.000-07:00

Good evening~ Oh wait, it should be good morning now! ^_^

I'm not yet sleepy so I'll just make a post.

Coincidence. Unexpected. Lucky. Whatever you call it but this day is kinda weird-weird in a good way, actually.

So here's what happened...

Nikka and I were supposed to meet at Gateway, Cubao at around 11am-12nn to check on the Job Fair at the Araneta Center. I arrived at the meeting place a few minutes before 12 and she texted me that I arrived early (Uh....We're supposed to meet at 11-12 right?). She told me that she's not yet done with her job interview and so I said that I'll just wait for her.

I decided to stay at Starbucks while waiting for Nikka. I bought a Venti of Coffee Jelly. This one's funny (for me) because when the lady asked me my name, I said "Iris." She asked again since she didn't get it. I said "Iris" for the second time and seeing that she's struggling a bit with my name, I don't know why, I spelled it for her. "I-R-I-S," I said. When I got my drink I was surprised to see how she spelled my name!

"Aris"

Okay, seriously now, just how did "Iris" become "Aris??" I don't know if I should feel insulted here, but c'mon, my name's 4 letters only so I don't see the point how it can still be mispelled?? O___O

Then back to waiting...

I received another text message from Nikka saying that she won't make it at 1pm and might make it on 2pm. So I said okay. After half an hour, I think, she texted me again saying that she might arrive at 3pm because she just finished her pre-employment exam. Honestly, I was kinda annoyed at that time. I didn't bring my iPod knowing that we're gonna go to the job fair and I can't connect to Araneta's wi-fi.

What I did, I texted Kero to meet me at Gateway. I was just joking at that time but then, he replied and said that he was also in Gateway! That's just wonderful! So he met up with me at Starbucks and since he went there, I bought him a Starbucks Frapp.

We stayed there for a while and talked about some of our problems while we wait for Nikka. Knowing that she might arrive at 3pm, I asked Kero to accompany me to the job fair. I asked Nikka where it is and she said "Gloria Jeans." We saw the said coffee shop and we're just about to cross the street when I said; "No. It's Gloria Maris." And so we went to Gloria Maris and found nothing. I even said that Nikka was lying! Silly me, right? And so in the end, I didn't make it to the job fair. Yeah, I know.. Silly me.

Kero and I stayed at the mall for a while. After he bought his perfume, we went to the food court to sit and then I saw a familiar face. It was Kri, my friend from grade school and she's also my friend who I haven't seen for almost 7 years! Another coincidence, ne? ^_^

Then, we also saw her boyfriend and my classmate n High school, Mac Jeffrey. They didn't stay long and left.

Since I was annoyed with Nikka, I joked to Kero that we go watch a movie. And yeah, we really did watch a movie. Ironman 2.

From job hunting to watching a movie. LOL. By the way, Ironman 2 was a nice movie but we felt kinda disappointed with the fighting scene with the evil guy named Ivan. It was so short! XD

After the movie, Kero and I met with Nikka. I was no longer annoyed with her because I heard her laugh! :P

We stayed until 6pm before we decided to go home.

Even though my job hunting mission failed, I thank God for this day because I got to hang out with my friends and got to watch a movie!

I wonder if this kind of event will happen again? ^_^

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That's it, I must sleep now. Chel and I will meet tomorrow for another job hunting mission. I just hope that this time it would be successful.

Wish us luck tomorrow~

Mood: Happy

Music: 7 Years of Love by Cho Kyuhyun

SHOOPA JUNI-OH!

2010-04-14T01:36:00.000-07:00

Super Junior Super Show 2

Live in Manila

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Though I’m too lazy to update my blog, I just can’t wait to share my great experience on Super Junior’s Super Show 2 live in Manila dated last April 10, 2010.

Who would’ve thought that this super cool, super famous and I-can-only-see-you-in-my-dreams Korean idol group would visit the Philippines?! Never in my whole life did I think that they’ll be having a concert in my country! Man, this is what you call a dream come true.

To tell you guys frankly, I’m not a super fan of Super Junior before until they came here and performed live right in front of our eyes. I got to know them when Gian and Janel introduced me to their songs such as Sorry Sorry and variety shows like Explore Human Body. Since then, I started liking them.

Okay, enough with the history of me becoming a fangirl of the boys and let’s go to the once in a lifetime experience that happened last April 10.

So basically, at around 9:30-9:45 am, I arrived at the Araneta and met up with Janel. By that time, the two of us decided to line up. I was surprised to see that there are already a lot of girls, including some boys, who arrived at the venue so early in the morning knowing that the concert shall start at 7:00pm. Can you imagine that? All for the love of Suju! So we waited and waited. We stood and then sat on the grounds. We waited under the (boiling) heat of the sun. Thank God none of us fainted.

At around 12:00nn, Janel’s Dad checked on us and brought us some food and drinks (though I wasn’t able to eat the burger). After a few minutes, the line started moving forward and boom! We got to stay at a covered place- in front of the GenAd gate.

Until now, I don’t know how Janel and I were able to keep ourselves busy! We actually waited for almost 8-9 hours before we could actually sit on our seats! Whew! Super girls!

While we’re waiting for the guards to allow us to enter the coliseum, a mother talked to us. She asked some questions about the concert and other Korean stuff. At first, I thought that she was there just to accompany her daughters while they’re waiting for the event but we found out that she will also be watching the concert. What’s more surprising about that is, she knows some Korean idols- from singers to actors! She was also the one who introduced some Korean celebrities to her daughters! Wow! A fangirling mother! Cute!

While we were waiting, all of a sudden we heard some girls screaming and in an instant, all the people in front of us started standing up and looked why the girls were shouting. I though that maybe the boys have already arrived and they went inside thru the GenAd gate(silly me, right? Why would the artists enter the GenAd??!). After all the screaming, the people returned to their normal selves and waited again. Then, after a few minutes, here we go again with the girls screaming and the people in front of us standing. Suddenly, the line started moving and there we found out that the guards decided to let us in. Finally! That was around 3:00pm if I remember it right. Then, the guards inside checked on our bags and tickets and we went up. We still had to wait for almost an hour before we could actually go inside. Fans started to get angry and impatient.

When it was 6:00pm, the guards finally decided to open the doors and let us in! I started getting nervous. My heart started beating so fast and when I saw the ceiling and then the stage, Oh my God, this is it! We’re here! The stage was really big and awesome. They had 3 wide screens at the stage- left, middle and right. Well here’s a picture of how the stage really looked like.

Similar to the ones I see on their concerts in Japan, Korea, etc.

Slowly, the seats are getting filled up by the fans. The GenAd and the SVIP were all occupied. By 7:00pm, all the lights went off and they started showing video presentations. Then, the boys showed up and all of us were screaming and shouting for the Suju boys!!!

Start the show, boys!

It’s for real! I am seeing the boys! I am hearing the boys! They’re performing right before my eyes! God!

All the boys looked so hot and sexy. They were all funny! They were really great!

Here are the highlights of the show: in no particular order

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Shindong’s Tagalog:

This happened during the members’ introduction. I didn’t understand what Shindong was saying at first part. I asked Janel what he said and Janel answered that Shindong was actually counting from 1-10 in Tagalog! Then, he also said phrases/expressions such as; “Pasensya na po” and “Ano ba yan?!” So cute! He sounded so Filipino especially on the “ano ba yan?!” part!

Henry’s Don’t Don dance:

OMG. I don’t know Henry that much but damn, I like him now! This boy sure knows how to dance the Hip thrust or whatever you call it. I love him!

Henry’s Solo Dance and Violin Performance:

I already told you how great he is as a dancer but no one can defeat this guy when it comes to playing the violin! Ahh so lovely!

Zhou Mi’s Solo:

Just like Henry, I’m not so familiar with this guy but hell, he can sing! He has a nice voice. He can hit high notes with no effort at all!

What If performance:

I so love this song, and I fell in love with it when I saw Kyuhyun, Yesung, Ryeowook and Sungmin perform this song. Angels’ voices…

Don’t Don performance:

Sexy and hot guys dancing! Oh yeah, I love it!

Sorry Sorry Performance:

This is what all the fans have been waiting for! Damn! The crowd went wild when they started performing this song! Screaming everywhere!

Siwon’s “I want to take off my coat/jacket”:

OMFG. Ajdhfjksdhfkjsdhfkjs. Siwon, how could you! Why the hell didn’t you take it off! You know how to tease us with your 6-pack yummy abs! haha!

Puff the Magic Dragon Performance:

Kyuhyun’s so good in singing this children song.

I love how some of the Suju boys wore the costumes! Baby Shindong, Heechul the Dragon, Siwon the mosquito.. cute!

Ryeowooks’ Solo-Insomnia:

You’re so cute, boy! Ryeowook’s no longer a boy! Haha! He danced with a sexy girl! Bad!XD

Such a nice voice, really.

Marry U Final Song:

Aww, the last song of Suju. I love it. Lots of interaction with the audience and with the fellow members, splashing of water to the members and fans, played with the water guns (Kyuhyun was so cute here!) and even did some handshakes with the girls! There was also one super duper lucky girl whose hands got kissed by Kyuhyun! Waaaah!!! *jealous*

After the song, Eeteuk gave some short farewell messages and Siwon’s English was good! Love love Siwon (he said that he’s not feeling well, but how come he gave us a very wonderful performance? Ohh Siwon, such a humble sexy beast. :D)

Eeteuk and Sungmin collecting Condoms:

This made the whole show EPIC!

Those who were in the SVIP and near the stage and those who threw lots of stuff on the stage are crazy! I love them! And whoever threw condoms to Eeteuk are much more loved!

Eeteuk was supposed to be singing but he ended up sitting on the stage and looking and collecting on the items thrown. He even collected the condoms! Haha! EPIC!

Sungmin, on the other hand, was just looking and laughing at Eeteuk. Then he decided to join Eeteuk on investigating the items. All of a sudden, there was a red thing shaped like a ball thrown to Sungmin. When he tried to check what it was, he just dropped it on the floor and laughed! Guess what it is, guys. It’s a RED THONG! Haha!

Then, our lovely Sungmin called Euhyuk and asked him to pick up the red thing and told him something. The innocent Eunhyuk followed Sungmin and was shocked with what he discovered! He dropped it and smiled. Ohhhh guys, aren’t you all so adorable!!??

I really had so much fun. It was my first real concert and the boys didn’t fail their fans! I am loving them now. I am hoping for a Super Show 3 live in Manila and I hope by that time I’ll see 15 hot, talented, funny and kind boys.

All of them were my favorite.

Thank you again, Super Junior.

Thank you Kyuhyun

Thank you Yesung

Thank you Siwon

Thank you Eeteuk

Thank you Shindong

Thank you Donghae

Thank you Heechul

Thank you Ryeowook

Thank you Eunhyuk

Thank you Sungmin

Thank you Henry

Thank you Zhou Mi

Till we meet again… SHOOPA JUNI-OH! ~

2010-03-30T09:08:00.000-07:00

okay, regarding my last post... I don't think I have to explain or give my opinion about the KAT-TUN world Tour and Akanishi Jin concert tour in LA issue...

Tanaka Koki of KAT-TUN already gave his opinion/feeling...

KAT-TUN MANUAL 44 KOKI TANAKA

this guy is just so sweet. I LOVE KOKI.

GO KAT-TUN!

KAT-TUN FOREVER!

2010-03-24T23:45:00.000-07:00

I'm gonna make a post about the news regarding KAT-TUN's concert tour maybe later..

Congratulations to KAT-TUN! :)

2010-03-24T23:20:00.000-07:00

Oh yes I'm back! after a long time! :P

First of all, I wanna congratulate all graduating students of Batch 2010 (I'm one of those!)

We all did a great job!

I would also like to thank God for guiding me in all the things that I do. He never failed me.

Thank also to my family who were always there to support me. Even if they didn't really show it, I felt it.

Thank you to my friends who were there for me - through good times and bad times - they never left me. You gave meaning and color to my college years! Thank you and I will definitely miss you all!

Thank you to my professors for educating us and for being so patient with us. Though some professors were really annoying, unfair and unreasonable, I would still like to express my gratitude. Without these professors, our class won't be UNITED. Our class won't be 4BES1.

Again,

CONGRATULATIONS BATCH 2010!

CONGRATULATIONS 4BEHAVIORAL SCIENCE1!

WE MADE IT!

2010-03-24T10:59:00.000-07:00

finally, I finished updating (the layout) my blog! :)

I'll just post an entry tomorrow.. rather later, okies?

Good Morning loves! :)

2010-02-21T03:36:00.001-08:00

it's been a while since i last visited my blog.

*sigh*, again, a lot of things have happened....

only 2 weeks left, and it'll be Judgment Day~ to graduate college or not.

i just hope i'll graduate....

Lord please!!!!!

i'll update next time, okies? bye!

please pray that I'll graduate!!! PLEASE!!!! :)

2010-01-19T07:56:00.000-08:00

it's past 12 midnight already, as the clock in our PC shows... that means....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

I'm already 21 years old! waah! getting old already.... :))

well, one of my wishes is that I hope I'll survive Labor later.. :)

Thank you Lord for allowing me to live in this world for 21 years... :D

2010-01-18T20:37:00.000-08:00

I WILL UPDATE AS SOON AS I FINISH ALL THE REQUIREMENTS FOR PRELIMS AND THESIS DEFENSE. :)

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wish me luck, my loves!

I hope to graduate on March 29, 2010! :D

2009-12-17T06:53:00.000-08:00

Jingle Bells! Jingle Bells! Jingle Bells~ endless Jingle Bells... :))

yeah i'm back to update my bloggy! (i feel lazy updating..)

a lot of things happened. When I say A LOT OF THINGS HAPPENED... a lot really happened!

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first on the list, Sensitivity Training.

Actually I did not join the Sensi training, but somehow I did contribute something. Well Judith asked me to help her do the banner/puzzle that 4BES will be using... well... honestly speaking, i didn't like the output that much... I was not very happy about it... I felt that I didn't do my best... :|

But according to some of the 4BES who participated, they liked it.

Speaking of the Sensi, good and bad experiences have happened... also include the creepy/scary stories they shared..

I just hope things will be settled tomorrow...

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We had our (4BES1) last Christmas Party last night and i admit, I enjoyed it. Sir Bong Lo and Ma'am Vida were also there. I had fun talking to these 2 professors! They don't even talk and act like professors! haha! Love you Ma'am and Sir! :D

The Exchange Gift part was the best for me. We were all noisy when the exchanging of gifts started! I guess I won't forget about my part here.. I became an instant Star and also had some Anti-fans! LOL

Cholo was the one who got my name and when he was describing who he got, I really really thought that it was Lui...but it turned out that it was ME! LOLLLL

They were cheering for us and the girls started saying "I hate you!" gahd! unforgettable! LOLLLL

And when the exchanging of gifts ended, our Boss Ahmil surprised us by giving his Yayas 4 big Toblerones! waaah! Thanks Boss! (i haven't opened it yet)

Then, it was passed 9pm when Judith, Waki and I left the party.

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Lastly, before I go to bed.. just want to say that tomorrow will be my Last Paskuhan!!! waaah!

I hope that tomorrow will be the happiest and unforgettable day of my life!

This is my last year in UST(I hope so)

I will definitely miss this University.. My Dream School... Gonna miss the places and some people I met during my stay...

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that would be all for now! Nightie guys! :)

2009-11-23T06:11:00.000-08:00

i actually don't know why i wanted to post something here today.. haha!

there's nothing really much to talk about... well except for my first recitation in Labor Relations for the 2nd and last semester for this year.. it was a TOTAL FAILURE.. sheesh.. what a great start for a mind-blowing, for-sure-you'll-have-information-overload and almost life threatening subject... i'm pretty sure i got a shining, shimmering and disappointing grade of 65. CRAP~(just like what Lui says)

i'm sure that if our professor didn't get mad at that time, i won't be called for the recitation. he almost called all of us! I think he was able to call around 15-20 students for the recitation.

man, that sucks! really! And almost all of us who have been called were not able to answer his questions. TOTALLY SUCKS!

i'm just hoping that i'll be able to pass this subject. Man I don't want to be an Octoberian!

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i'm tired... really tired...emotionally, mentally and somehow physically... we had a 7-hour break today...

we had our lunch at Mang Tootz~ love the food there and the people.. yeah very welcoming Barakos! hahah!

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after lunch, we headed straight to the library to review for our quiz in Organizational Development. But guess what, we weren't able to review immediately. Janel, Jan and I felt sooooo sleepy and bored. Janel was the first one to finish reviewing coz she has a class at 3pm.. then Mitzi arrived... and then.. we had some G-Tech(signpen) Tattoing session at the library! haha! drew some flowers on our hands! :))

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then had our quiz and some lectures in OD and after classes, the class talked about the Christmas Party... honestly, i'm not interested with it. me so bad! :))

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well that would be all for now! i better sleep now coz i have a 7am class tomorrow and it's Business Communication! sheesh!

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nightie guys! till next time!

2009-11-01T21:59:00.000-08:00

I'm baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaacccccccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkk!!!

...........

surprised? yeah, me too.

never thought I'll use this blog again.. oh and since I'm back, please ignore my previous posts about closing this blog.

hayyy, I missed blogging. I am more into Twitter (Follow me on Twitter okay?) and Facebook right now.

well, alot of things have happened, from academics to personal life to issues about friendship. Lots to talk about but I'll be talking about some...only.

Academics first.

So after all the almost sleepless nights and almost nightmares I had, finally, the grades have come out. guess what guys? I......... PASSED! oh yeah! I PASSED Labor Standards and Land Reform and Taxation! oh yeah baby! whooo! and guess what again, I don't have a grade of 3!!!! whoooo!!!

Now I can relax...

So after the academics, my personal life. what about it? well nothing much. hahaha!

Well actually it's more about my fandom. I haven't heard any new info or news about KAT-TUN except for Jin, who has a movie named, BANDAGE (I can't wait for this one!) and a solo single for the said movie. I am planning to buy the two editions of the single, instead of ordering at YesAsia, i'll just order at my batchmate (oh please reply ASAP!)

aside from KAT-TUN, i'm enjoying the songs of Super Junior, JaeChun, 2PM and 2AM(i love these groups! soo funny!) and lately, songs of Ayaka.

and also, we had our Graduation Picture! weeh! yey! I can almost feel it! Graduation Day...

and that Graduation Picture taking with Ahmil(our so-called Boss), Janel, Lui and Meg was unforgettable! we love that day!!!!!

and now about the Friendship issues... well, we just had some misunderstandings, tampuhan, samaan ng loob... but good thing it's over.

well i guess that would be all for now! hahah!

such a nonsense update,ne?

2009-07-31T08:34:00.000-07:00

Damn!

what a great way to end the day.

sh*t! just because of these f**king rumours going on in LJ, i felt sad. no. depressed. no, not really. i don't know. my mind has gone blank. sh*t. really, SH*T.

F**K all these RUMOURS. rumours ruin everything. F**K SH*T.

these rumours about my fandom, really, are SH*TS! they're SH*TS!

my heart's hurting. DAMN!

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i think i might really start a new blog.
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F**K ALL THESE SH*TS!

2009-07-29T08:51:00.000-07:00

it's been a while since i made a post here.
almost a month, i guess.

i've been busy with school so i didn't have the time to update my blog.

i had some problems that i need to solve/handle so i didn't have the time to make a new post here.

a lot of things happened. some were nice and some weren't. well at least i survived those, whatever you call them!

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we had our Labor this afternoon, and GOD, i swear i was very thankful that i wasn't called at the recitation! one hell of a recitation!
well, i know some of the anwers but i'm not sooo sure about them.

i swear, next meeting, i'll definitely come to class and face the prof PREPARED.
i'm gonna be prepared with my notes! XD

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during the Computer class, we had some lecture/discussion, and of course, we had a time to browse the internet and there, we discovered a new game! thanks to Janel!

it's called Splitter2... it's fun to play when you know how to solve the puzzle. i guess it involves Physics? XDDD

i stopped at level 30 or 31, if i remember it right. it's the Spiral level.

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well i guess that would be all for now..

i'm actually thinking if i'll close this blog and create a new one. a private one, well not really so private but i won't be adding friends there.. still not sure about it. maybe when i have the time and when i'm in the mood to create a new one, i guess i'll close this blog now.

why?

i don't know! i just wanted to have a private but not really private blog. XDDD

bye bye!

2009-06-15T02:52:00.000-07:00

damn! Gian just showed me something!

she showed me how our book would look like! and damn! it looked so f**king awesome and f**king beautiful especially when you have an awesome drawing for the cover!!!!!

wahh i feel the pressure even if no one's trying to pressure me!!! sh*t!

i have to make our cover and not just the cover but also the content(the drawings inside the book) beautiful and nice to look at!

f**k!!!! f**k!!!

i honestly feel like fainting. no DYING!

2009-06-14T23:09:00.000-07:00

opening of classes today for college but here i am, at home and blogging. i didn't skip classes, okay. the real class will start on June 17 and that's Wednesday. yeah Wednesday and we'll have Labor Standards subject to welcome us. great.

terror subject right at the start of classes. good luck to me and to the rest of 4BES1.

damn. i'm honestly not in the mood to read any books. specifically those that are related to academics. i still need more vacation. need more time to enjoy it. and i want more time to talk to Gian.

speaking of Gian, *sigh* she'll be leaving us before October. she's going back to Canada. awww.. we'll miss her sooo much. Janel and i will surely miss her. she's been a great friend to us. thinking about it makes want to cry.

i was actually hoping that she could graduate with us. that the three of us (Janel, Gian and I) can spend the remaining college years together. oh well... there's always the Yahoo Messenger. we can always chat.

so a while ago, Ms. Glaiza PM-ed me. we had some nice conversations. kamustahan ng konti. kwento about dito. ayun. di ko akalain na medyo may pagka kalog ng onti si maa'm. haha!

she told me to come back at the office and that the people there kept on "pestering" her to process their OMAs.. haha! sorry maa'm! hehe!

well i do miss CIIF. all those funny/~~crazy~~ employees. those who kept on teasing me! haha!
oh dear i really miss them.

right now, i'm chatting with Gian(instead of me, starting to read the book) and discussing about our "small and dream project."
Gian came up with the idea of writing a fiction having the three of us as the lead characters and our dream guys/idols as our lovers/partners. i swear i love this idea!

so we had our little story conference and shared our views, opinions or ideas about the project. we thought of our own different love stories, conflicts, romances and other stuff. it was really fun! some of us felt kilig when we were sharing our dream scenes/romances with our guys..
kyaa~~ getting excited about it!

i'm gonna share some info about my love story with, guess who? no other than Akanishi Jin. kyaaa~~~~
oh yes, i'm making him my lover at the fiction! wahaha! isn't that great? wahahah!

so as i was saying, Jin will be my best friend here. we've known each other for so so long already.. he's into modelling while i'm into styling and i'm actually his stylist!
it's a one-sided love, me having some secret feelings for him. what else? i guess that would be all for now! wahaha

Gian already started writing the fic and hopefully we get to finish it before she heads back to Canada but i doubt about it. we need to make this fic really awesome so we'll be needing more time. and by the way, i get to draw the characters!
and i'm having a hard time now, actually. i don't know if i can do it but i'm trying and will definitely try! i will work hard!!!

i already started sketching the characters and here are some drafts or sketches that i made.
well i only took pictures of them and they're not really that good.

btw before i forget, the pairings in the fiction are the following:

IrisxJin
GianxChangmin
JanelxMinho

so here are my ~~horrible~~ sketches.
sorry for the super duper low quality!

*oops! forgot to take pictures of Janel's character!

so this is me, rather, how my character will look like.
(this is the approved look of my character)

(this is not yet the final look of Gian's character but basically she'll have a long and a bit curly hair.)

(this is Janel. still, not yet the real look but just to give you an idea of how her character will look like. short hair but a bit longer than mine.)

and as for the boys,

(this is Jin but i think i'll change some details with his look. he look so serious and ~~evil~~)

oh and this is a chibi Jin. XD
(sorry super low quality! XD)

(this is Minho from Shinee.)

(and lastly, Changmin of DBSK.)

the sketches are not yet the final looks of the characters, except mine.
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waah! sorry guys if i made your idols look horrible!!! i'm not a great artist...

if any fans would see these drawings please be kind to me.. i'm not trying to destroy them..

and before i end my post, just want to share these chibi Jaejoong and supposed to be Yunho

*chibi Jaejoong*

*chibi Yunho (supposed to be Yunho but didn't look like him but i find this one really cute! XD)

that would be all guys!!

i'll be reading the Labor Code Book in just a while!

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2009-06-03T08:18:00.000-07:00

5 more days to go and I'm back to school again. I'll be inside the university again. Inside the 4 walls of the classroom.
Hay naku! kabitin naman talaga ang bakasyon! Kulang pa! This girl needs more vacation! More time to relax! (as if that's possible)

*sigh*

I just don't understand why I'm deamanding for more vacation when in fact, I'm already bored here! All I did was to sit down in front of the PC, play Playstation, and watch TV..

The thought of going back to school makes me nervous. Thinking about the ~~terror~~professors gives me goosebumps. Thinking of school stuff just makes me- a bit bored.

Honestly, I'm not sure if I'm happy that I'm now officially a 4th year college student of UST. Well yes I know I should be happy and be proud that I made it this far without any failing marks! (Thank you God!). Yes I am happy! Yes I am proud but it's not very evident on my face and on my actions.

4th year... Yes I'mfinally on my last school year and after that, graduation comes and then... what?

I wonder what's in store for me after college?

To tell you frankly, I DON'T KNOW. I can't even imagine or picture myself working in a company(except during my OJT days).

Will I be successful? Will I be successful in this kind of career? Damn I don't know! No idea at all!

Bahala na si God sa akin!

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I was looking for my Cattleya notebook (the one that I used during my OJT) when I saw some my random drawings/sketches/doodles there. Then suddenly, something popped out of my mind. A question... A question that until now I don't have any answer.

"Ito nga ba talaga ang gusto ko?"

PAUSE

I'm back! I stopped from writing for a while since Gian asked me to do something for her (No I'm not mad at her! Honestly!).
And I swear, I do thank her for disturbing me coz I got my motivation back!

Motivation for what? SECRET!

Okay I better be going now! I really do want to start and FINISH this project that I have in my mind right now. I do hope to finish it!

See yah all!!!

~~By the way~~

Got myself a new haircut and honestly, I'm not too happy about it but it still looks fine.

~~Sorry for the very ugly shot i have there! hahaha! not very photogenic and we're in a hurry! XD

BEFORE

AFTER

(trying not to laugh! XD)

2009-04-18T05:57:00.000-07:00

oh dear!

i've abandoned my bloggy for a very long time!!!! waaah! me such a bad blogger... DX

oh well.. what can i do? aside from the fact that i've kinda lost some interest on blogging, i'm having my OJT right now so i'm busy!

and speaking of OJT, i'm currently having it on CIIF Oil Mills Group at Makati City and i started last March 31.
so far so good... the first week was a bit boring for me. no PC of your own to use and i didn't have lots of things to do. well i was asked to xerox some papers, fax some, answer phone calls, arrange files and receive this and that and let go to this person and to that one and have this paper signed.. so yeah, basically, those were the things that i did.

actually, i already thought that my Supervisor, Ms. Cathy (such a nice person and she's really pretty! i swear she is!), won't be able to teach me anything related to HR... like some recruiting, test administration, training... but i was wrong. and thank God i was wrong about it!
because last Friday, she asked me to take charge of giving the tests to the 2 applicants! yey! she even told me to check the tests and also, told me to accompany the 2 ladies to Ms. Rosette from the Marketing department.

yey!!! finally!! have something to report!! wahahaha! XD

oh and i'm also doing the processing for the OMA reimbursement thing. by the way, OMA stands fro Outside Medical Assistance. so what i'm doing is that, i get the copy of the OMA and use the payplus Suite program. then i encode everything there, write the info required on the paper, have it signed and then log it on the logbook! :D

i also did the proicessing for the Leaves of the employees but i still have to learn about it! i thought it was very easy, like you'll just have to click on the dates, write the type of leave, then the reason and save it but no! i never thought it'll be hard!!! you'll have to do this first and that before you could actually do it!! waah! ~ sorry Ms. Cathy! i guess you'll just have to teach me again and again to do it right! DX

oh and during lunch break, i go out of the office to meet up with Nena and have lunch together! haha! and we are planning to eat at Pepper Steak... yeah, that's all i can remember! XD

so i guess that would be all for now. see yah guys next time!!!

Iris now signing off... ^___^

2009-01-27T03:03:00.000-08:00

OH MY GOD!

KILIG MOMENT!!!!!!!!

my crush PM-ed me on Yahoo messenger!!!!!!

he said hello to me!!!

OH MY GOD!!!!!

sorry can't say who he is.... XD

that made my day.. swear!

2009-01-22T19:19:00.000-08:00

oh dear! finally! i get to open my blog! haha! XD

it's been a month i guess, since i opened and made an entry,,, ~~sorry bloggy! ^___^'

oh and just wanna say that i finally got my copy of the Queen of Pirates DVD!! yay!! wanna see some evidences??? XD

Disc 1

Disc 2

waah!! still can't believe i have my own copy!!! whoo!!

so after the DVD, i ordered for KAT-TUN's calendar and also Arashi's... ~~kawawang bulsa... hindi pa nga natatahi ung butas nabuta n nman... =_________=~~

and i have to wait again... gosh... the release will be on March and January hasn't ended yet! =________=

what else should should i say???
well, we had hell weeks in school. lots of requirements to submit.

the journey for Literature, prelim exams,research, and prelim exam in PolDy! i swear i'm gonna die in PolDy!

hmm.. what else???

that's all that i can remember! haha!
i'll try update next time..

bye~ ^_______^

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oh and KAT-TUN will be releasing two singles!

1. ONE DROP- February 11, 2009

One Drop (Jacket A)(SINGLE+DVD)(First Press Limited Edition)(Japan Version)

One Drop (Jacket B)(First Press Normal Edition)(Japan Version)

One Drop (Jacket C)(Normal Edition)(Japan Version)

2. RESCUE- March 11. 2009

Rescue (Normal Edition)(Japan Version)

Rescue (First Press Normal Edition)(Japan Version)

Rescue (SINGLE+DVD)(First Press Limited Edition)(Japan Version)

and another great news!!!

KAT-TUN will be doing a 7 days performance in Tokyo Dome!!

for more info visit:

tsuyaka @ LJ

go KAT-TUN!!!!!!

2008-12-18T19:39:00.000-08:00

it's Christmas vacation!

yey!!!

Thank God it's christmas vacation already! yey! and thank goodness, we didn't have PGC yesterday! hooray! Thank you Sir Tayao! ^^,
oh and of course thanks to 3Bes1~ thanks for deciding not to attend the class!! XDDD

i hope i can rest this vacation... *hoping hoping*

a lot of things happened during these past few weeks! and when i say a lot of things, i meant unforgettable and life-changing experiences! XDD

okay so first, our Sensitivity Training... that 3 days and 2 nights training at Antipolo, Rizal!

so what happened during the sensi training? a lot of things happened!

first, that was my first time ever, to experience an overnight.. well it's not really an overnight! XD
but yeah it was my first time to do that! sleep with my friends and classmates! yeah!

and since it was my first time, the first night was a bit hell for me...
i had a hard time sleeping! not because of the bed or the 2 pillows(darn why only 2 pillows?? i'm used to having 5 pillows in my bed! =_=) and even not because i'm with Hazel and Jan(btw~ they're good roommates! XD)

and honestly, i don't know why i had a hard time sleeping! maybe because i'm not used to it? i'm aware that i'm not in the house?? oh i don't know the reason! but at least i got some sleep, i guess a 3 hour sleep...

the activities were good and really interesting... my team mates were really nice and very cooperative and funny too!
thanks to Junno, Doreen, Chrissie, Arby, Waki, Mac and Mark! you gues were really great! ^___^

and speaking of activities.. one activity that really had an impact on my personality, on my life! (kidding!)
the strip activity!

the activity that has the theme, "HOW MUCH ARE YOU WILLING TO GIVE?"
what we did in this actitivity:

1. we were given a situation that we have to raise funds in ordr to pay our balance in the hotel...
2. we are supposed to give what ever we have or whatever we are wearing. accessories, shirts, pants, undewears...
3. the MC willgive a certain amount that we have to pay...

and so... we gave almost all of our accessories and clothes just to meet the required amount! and you know what?!?!
this is actually my very first time to go topless in public!!!!!! yes my darlings!
topless... no shirts and yeah.. that...!!

oh dear! i still can't believed that i had done that kind of thing!?!?! i even don't go out wearing sleeveless! oh dear!
it was a bit awkward at first, of course! knowing you were almost naked and the only thing that covered your body was a blanket! and 5 of you(girls only!) were trying to cover yourself with one blanket!
just imagine how hard it was for us girls to cover ourselves! we looked like cheese rolls! XDDDD

oh dear! but thank God as in Thank God! i love my team mates and i'm confortable with them so it was okay for me to do that... way to go guys! ^^,

and another activity that we had was the sharing one... you know share something about yourself or about your family... and when we speak of sharing... 99.99% of chances that you will cry!
and i'm one of those participants who cried in front of Gian! (the two of us were really crying so hard that we had a hard time talking!)

hmm.. what other activities did we have?? oh yes!
the 10 point challenge wherein we have to complete 10 different challenges! and one challenge that i couldn't forget was the Polo(candy) challenge wherein we have to blow that candy while eating Polvoron! XDD

the three of us, Waki, Doreen and I were the ones who did the challenge! and it was so damn funny!
we had polvorons on our faces while blowing that damn candy! XDDD
good thing we finished that challenge! XDDD
overall, the Sensitivity Training was really great! although there were some annoying incidents like we had to get out of the hotel because of ABS-CBN's shooting there! duh?! it's knly Kim and Gerald there! =___=
aside from that shooting incident, the delays in the training...
other than that, everything turned out great and i congratulate Michael Silva for a job well done! of course to other Seniors who trated us kindly! thanks Kuyas and Ates! ^__^

hmm.. what else?? we had a lot of fun during the training.. we went to other rooms and stayed there for awhile and did some crazy things! XDDD
ohh i can;t forget the picture-taking we did on our room! XDDDD

well i guess everyone was happy and had fun during the sensi training! sadly, Judz was sick so she wasn't able to join out crazy moments! XD
hmm.. so yeahm we had a lot of fun! the BARKADA HAD FUN! (i don't know for the others?) and i have to say that it was the best bonding time of the College Barkada!!!

thanks guys!!

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last Wednesday, Gian and I went to Divisoria to do some shoppings! and i was a bit disappointed coz i wasn't able to buy all the things that i want!
we bought plain shirts that we will use for designing and damn! i almost spent 500 pesos for 4 shirts! arggh! i really need to have my diet!
then, i bought a short and a pant.. thenthe paper where we will be printing the designs.. what else? yeah 2 cp holders...
that's all i bought! =___=

and talking about shirts, i already made my Big Bang shirt! yey!

i took a picture of it and sorry it's not very clear..

i also took pictures of the other shirts that i plan to make.. though, they're not yet done but here's how they'll look like..

(oops! i forgot to take a picture of how the back will look like.. XD)
btw~ that's the Tohoshinki T-con shirt

and this is the I ♥ Jin shirt...

i was planning to put 3 chibis of Jin at back part but since the prints were too small i decided not to put them..

and btw~ here's the first shirt i made... the QoP shirt...
it was just a trial so it didn't look nice at all..

the print was supposed to be placed at the center but since it was too small i placed it there..
i laso changed the design on the back but unfortunately, i didn't take a picture of it. XD

and before i forget!

just want to show you the bag that Nena made for me!

i love it!

thanks Nena-su! ^^,

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that would be all for now!

happy Paskuhan to all Thomasians!
enjoy the Paskuhan! ^____^

2008-12-09T06:13:00.000-08:00

hala grabe!

may sinabi sakin si bleep ngayon ngayon lang!!

umatake daw ulit ung magnanakaw! naku!!!

and this time isang camera ang kanyang kinuha! at di lang un! ipinahiya pa ng walang kwentang magnanakaw na ito ang ninakawan niya!

naku grabe talaga! nangaangkin na nga ng hindi kanya manghihiya pa ng tao!
pambihira!

grabe!

guys sa mga nakakakilala sa magnanakaw na ito mag-ingat kayo baka kayo ang sunod niyang mabiktima!

naku po.. baka mabiktima ulit kami ni bleep...

wag naman! =_____________=

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MAG-INGAT SA MAGNANAKAW NA AKING NABANGGIT...

2008-12-08T01:40:00.000-08:00

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bleep is a vague entity.. kagaya na lamang ng post na ito...
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kaya kung inaakala niyong kilala o makikilala niyo c bleep ko.. pwes nagkakamali
kayo mga friendships! bwahaha! XD
pero xmpre gusto ko namang ipakita ang aking kabaitan kaya magbibigay ako ng
clue...

ang clue: kasing hot niya si Akanishi Jin! ^___^
at since mabait nga ako bibigyan ko pa kayo ng isa pang clue!

second clue: si bleep ay ang aking imaginary friend
so guys... kayo na bahalang mag isip...

what is real and what is imaginary?(courtesy of Ms. G! ^_^)

so tungkol saan nga ba itong post kong ito?

ang totoo kasi nyan, habang ako ay nagcocomputer bgla kong nakita ang aking reflection sa monitor at habang tinititignan ko ito, biglang nagmorph ang aking reflection at ito ay naging si bleep! (sosyal tlaga ni bleep!)

at tpos ay bigla na lang kaming nagusap ni bleep ng kung anu-ano hanggang ang usapan namin ay napunta sa isang seryosong usapin...

napag alaman namin ni bleep na hindi lang pala mga gamit o bagay ang nauuso gaya ng pastel jeans(ayon kay bleep..galing tlaga ni bleep!).. hindi lang pala mga sayaw, kanta, reality shows o pelikula ang nauuso ngayong taon na ito kundi pati ang pamimintang ng kapwa nauuso din! ang daming uso tlaga ngayon noh?

aba!isipin niyo naman, sa politika lang aba! bukod sa uso na ang dayaan aba uso pa ang bintangan! bakit?

sa eleksyon pa lang, pag may natalong kandidato ano ginagawa?? eh di pagbibintangan ung kalaban niya na dinaya siya!

see??? nagbintang na agad wala pa nga siyang ebidensya eh!

isa pang halimbawa na binigay ni bleep ay yung sa issue nung Euro General ba

yun?? (naku ipagpaumanhin niyo, hindi na namin masyadong maalala ni bleep ang tunay na nangyari.. =__=)

o basta yun na yun! sinasabi na itatakas o ninakaw yung dala dalang pera.. pero

teka! alam ba natin ang tunay na istorya sa isyu na iyon??

isa pa ulit halimabawa tulad ng pagbibintang nila kay jocjoc bolante ng pangungurakot, napangbintangan din ang isang inosenteng tao. kawawang bata! nadadamay ng walang kamalay-malay. buti nalang, di tulad ni jocjoc, inosente siya at walang dapat ika-guilty.

kasi naman ~~IKAW~~ yung ibang tao, pinagbintangan na agad yung isa kahit hindi pa alam ang tunay nangyari.. tsk tsk...

(wala po kaming kinakampihan ni bleep ha..)

naku! kasi yan ang mahirap sa IBANG TAO JAN SA TABI-TABI bintang ng bintang kahit hindi pa alam ang tunay na nangyari... inaakusahan agad kahit hindi pa naririnig ang kabilang panig.. sinasabi agad na ganito si ganyan... na itong taong ito ang dahilan kung bakit NAGKAKAHIWA-HIWALAY ANG MGA TAO!

at eto pa!! may mga issue ng agawan? tsk tsk.
nakita namin sa aming bolang kristal ang isang cute na batang nakatitig sa kawalan habang humuhuni sa simoy ng hangin, na parang baliw lang. at sa masusing pananaliksik, napag-alaman namin na ang kawawang bata na gsto lang makipagkaibigan, napagbintangan na mang-aagaw!! at sino ang nang-aakusa? ang 4th corner ng triangle.

NOTE: 3 corners lang meron ang triangle. gets?
sabi ko sainyo vague ang post na to eh. pero kung d kau stupid ~~tulad ng 4th corner~~

~~wahaha~~ maiintindihan nio. buti nalang, maligaya at oblivious na nagpapatuloy sa kani-kanilang buahy ang 3 RIGHTFUL CORNERS. tama yan. wag magpaapekto sa 4th corner na di dapat sa triangle umeepal kundi sa square. at kung nagtataka kayo bakit nabuang ang bata, eh kasi naman bigla xang napaenglish sa galit nia kay 4th corner. pero wait, hindi ang pageenglish nia ang nakasira sa bait nia, kundi ang equally-english-but-not-so-equally-fluent-and-correctly-pronounced response ng 4th corner. yes, mga kaibigan, it's confirmed. nakakasira ng bait pag biglang umurong ang galit mo, lalo na if due to horrible grammar.

(naku wag niyo kasi ginagalit si bleep eh... ^_^)

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at jan nagtatapos ang usapan namin ni bleep!
makabuluhan ba guys???
sorry kailangan na naming tapusin ang usapan namin ni bleep kasi pareho kaming busy at may pupuntahan pa daw siya eh.. ^^,

ay may pahabol pa pala kami ni Bleep!

Babala/Warning!

mag-ingat sa ~~mga~~ TAONG nangunguha o nagnanakaw ng mga bagay-bagay! lalo na ang mga gamit na pang capture ng memories!
baka hindi lang mga gamit niyo ang mawala pati ang inyong dignidad at pagkatao ay mawala!

mag-ingat.. marami na rin daw itong nabiktima... =___=

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o siya we'll see you guys next time okay?!

may gagawin pa daw si bleep kaya kailangan n niyang umalis.. ^__^

bye bye! XD

2008-12-07T19:21:00.000-08:00

wee!

i'm back!

wow...Christmas it's almost Christmas!! well we should still wait for 17 days??? am i right?

and speaking of Christmas... we didn't put up a Christmas tree! ^___^
not even some Christmas lights! we only have Santa as decor in our house and he's outside guarding the car and the house! XD
oh poor Santa... he's alone outside... XD

well my mom decided not to put much decorations since she said that;"Lilipas agad ang Pasko"... it's like the moment you wake up it's Christmas and when you sleep and wake up in the morning, bam! Christmas is already over! =_________=
and since we don't have any Christmas tree or decors, the gifts are just placed on the side table! heheh! and they all have the same wrappers!LOL

oh and remember when i said that i planned to buy the KAT-TUN White Xmas first press edition and the QoP album...?
well that didn't happen...

because when Gian was going to purchase or order out.. (i forgot the term)..the cds, White Xmas was temporarily not for sale! arggh!

i just considered it as a sign from Above.. maybe it's telling me that buying the 2 cds isn't worth it...

i guess it really is...

i already downloaded the QoP LE album(the one that i was supposed) and the White Xmas single..
besides i'm just after the booklet of the White Xmas single but someone already uploaded the LE of that single, the videos included in it and someone scanned the booklet(i hope it's the whole booklet that they scanned)....

and honestly, the pictures weren't so good.. they all looked good but they looked kinda pale! pale lips and make-up... =__________=

sad thing about not buying the 2 cds is that, i won't have a free toy!
i asked for the One Piece keychain but since i only purchased 1 Japanese product from Yesasia, i don't have a free toy... i was planning to give that to my big bro.. *sigh*

okay i got to go now! bye guys!

see yah soon! ^__^

btw~

we found out yesterday that Starstruck Ultimate survivor Marky Cielo is dead,,, T_________T
i felt sad with that news.. i like him coz he's a good actor, dancer and really a good-looking guy!
oh how sad....and he's only 20 years old! :(

may his soul rest in Peace....

2008-11-21T07:54:00.000-08:00

damn!

damn! damn!

3 posts in one day!

damn!

do i sound annoyed?

well you're right if you think i'm annoyed!

wanna know why i'm annoyed??

well i'm annoyed with some people who are close to me... wanna know who they are?

secret! it's a damn secret!

i'm annoyed with them coz i think everything is a big deal for them!

even issues that mean nothing at all, become an issue...

issues that mean nothing at all become a very big deal for these people!

WTF?!

guys naman.. hindi na tyo bata... konting pagma mature lng para walang issues di ba??? para walang samaan ng loob..

respeto lang.... hindi sa lahat ng oras magkakasama tayo... may kanya kanya din tayong buhay... kaya sana walang samaan ng loob kung hindi kayo nasasamahan o nakakausap... wag ganun...

we're FRIENDS right???

btw~ how do you define FRIENDSHIP???

baka kasi ang FRIENDSHIP para sa inyo ung dapat laging magkakasama... dapat laging nagkakausap.. dapat alam ng lahat ang sikreto mo.. dapat laging nag oopen up sayo... dapat kinukwentuhan kayo kahit di niyo trip ang kwento...
yung tipong dapat alam ng lahat ang tungkol sa isa't isa...
(pinaghalong definition ko at ni ~~*toot*~~ secret kasi baka mamaya may umaway saknya... ^_^)

EDIT:
instead of *toot* i'll just use *bleep* sabi niya kasi eh.. para daw mas sosyal pakinggan.. hehehe

ganun ba ang concept nyo ng FRIENDSHIP???

hmmmmm.... naku....

wala lang! wahaha!

tandaan niyo may kanya kanya tyong buhay mga FRIENDS!!

wahaha!

at ito pa.. i just don't understand those people na magaampon(bata man o friends o hayop yan) tpos mababalitaan mo na lang may issue na kayo agad sa mga inampon niyo.. naku!

ano yun nagsisisi kayo sa ginawa niyong pag ampon??? tsk tsk...

bad... that's bad... wag ganun!

bad yun guys... pag nag ampon dapat love niyo.. tanggapin niyo..

oh and another thing...

friends tayo di ba?? dapat walang selosan...

wala lang! trip ko lang! baka kasi may selosang nangyayari eh...

ano pa ba???

ay uu... kung sakaling malaman niyo kung KAYO ung tinutukoy ko dito sa post ko at naisipan niyong mag open forum tayo...

well...

WORLD PEACE na lng!

wahaha!

and one last thing before i end this damn post...

wish ko lang walang GATUNGAN na nangyayari.. or brainwashing na nagaganap..

haha!

curious about it??

wahha!!

minsan lang ako magpost ng ganitong bagay about sa friends..
kaya pagbgyan niyo na ako,,

wahaha!

DAMN IT~~

*lahat na lang big deal sa inyo! mag disband na tayo! ready na ako ngayon!*

that's my stat message! ^__^

hulaan niyo na lang kung sino mga tinutukoy ko! wahaha!

sa isang tao lang ako magoopen or magsasabi about this issue...

dun lang ako magoopen sa taong marunong umintindi, rumespeto, at sa taong malawak ang pag iisip when it comes to FRIENDSHIP...

so in short.. kung hindi kayo un.. wag niyo na akong tanungin tungkol sa ibig kong sabihin sa post kong ito...

di ba?

wahahha!

whoo! what f**king issue!

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can;t wait to buy the kattun cds!!! whee!

mas maganda cguro kung ibang bagay na lang isipin ko instead of some sh*ts! isntead of thinking about this damn f**king issues na wala nman tlagang issue pero ginawan ng issue..

oh well..

got to go!!

bye bye!

2008-11-20T20:04:00.000-08:00

btw~

i noticed it's been a long time since i haven't posted anything related to KAT-TUN and so..

since there are some new-- news about the group, i'm gonna post something!

first of all, i'm proud to say and even though this has been posted and has already spread all over the net....

my/our lovely Akanishi Jin will have his first movie!! yey!!
he'll be the Lead Star for BANDAGE,, and until now, i don't have a clear picture of what that movie is all about!

all i know is, according to some fanreports or reports... it's something about music and band... something like that...

okay sorry about that.. haha!

horray for JinJin!!! ^___________^

and the scond news about kt... they'll release a new single called White Xmas! whoo!

a prefect gift for this Chirstmas!

and here's a short preview about their single and the PV..

KAT-TUN- White Xmas

and here are some pics of the cover for RE and LE... and a promotional banner!

and the promotional banner

click the link to see a bigger pic of the banner

embryo_ed @LJ

credit kattunlove for the video and pix!

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right now, i am having a very difficult time deciding if i will buy the single and the QOP album.... arggh!!!

damn!

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EDIT:

okay i already ordered for the White Xmas single(First Press Limited Edition) and the QoP album(First Press Limited Edition, HongKong version)....

i'll just give the money to Gian so we can pay for the products.. ahhh!

i'm kinda excited about it but at the same time.. not too happy, coz will use all the money i saved!
i'm back to zero savings again! waah!!
but it's okay!! that's fandom... it's for KAT-TUN! ^___^

i have to start saving again... i'm planning to buy KAT-TUN's QoP concert dvd....
i just jope they'll release the dvd next year around, March.. i guess by March i'll have enough money to buy it... *praying*

see yah soon guys! ^___^

2008-11-20T19:33:00.000-08:00

i'm back!

honestly, i'm not in the mood to post.. i don't know how i will write all the happenings in my life....

hay grabe.. this sem is really.....tiring...........

especially our Political Dynamics subject... oh dear PGC days... killer subject again! waah!!!

Research is also... hmm.. tiring and annoying..? annoying not because of the subject actually.. but you know what it is...if it's not the subject then it's the "other" thing..

waaah!

lately... i don't know if there's something wrong with me or there's something wrong with the people around me....

ano nga kaya?? ako ba may problem o sila ang may problem?

what do you think?

for the past few days i noticed that i get easily irritated with some things and also with some people...

ewan ko ba?! true that i'm a hot tempered person pero.... hindi siya ganun ka grabe... it's like when something's not right or when a person does something i didn't like.. i get easily irritated although i try not to show it to them....

dati nagagawa ko pang kalimutan agad ung inis ko sa isang bagay o sa isang tao.. pero ngayon.. minsan it takes about a day or two or even a week before i could forget that kind of feeling... before i could it drive away(parang masamang spirit lang eh. XD)

cguro kasi, laging ganun ang nagyayari.. i mean when i always see something that i don't like, it's really irritating...
when you always see a person doing things you don't like.. damn! that really annoys me!

hay grabe tlaga....

honestly, kahit ung taong hindi ko inaasahan na kaiinisan ko, ayun.. nakainisan ko na din.. pambihira tlaga...
i never thought that that person could actually do something that would annoy me... that would pissed me off...
i really and honestly, never thought of that....

naku i just hope hindi dumami ung kinaiinisan kong tao at bagay...

i just hope so.....

2008-10-27T04:01:00.000-07:00

weeh i'm back! haha!

guess i'm in the mood to blog, eh? XD

so let's see... oh just want to share my stupidity and loser moment! ~yeah i'm such a loser!

well last Saturday, that's October 25... we went to Trinoma and actually i didn't have any idea why my brother suddenly asked my parents to go there.. XD (maisipan talaga... :D)
so ayun.. gising gising mode si tatay.. haha! and as usual, i said that i won't be going with them but my big bro told me to go coz... guess what?! he'll be treating us lunch! wow!
and not just that! he asked me if i plan to buy pants or jacket and i said, i'll just buy pants~(since i can't use jackets with this kind of weather! damn hot!) and he said, okay and he'll be the one to pay for it! i swear i love my big bro now! XD

so when we arrived there, we looked for some restaurants... actually, feeling ko nga nilibot na nmin buong Trinoma sa paghahanap lang ng makakainan eh! hahaha!

and after a long walk... we decided to eat at Crocodile Grille... the place was okay and i definitely love the crocodile stuff toys! they're so cute! and kinda big too! XD

then, i ordered inihaw na spareribs, my mom ordered seafood pinakbet, my dad asked for the crispy tadyang ng baka and my big bro ordered the honey lemon chicken(oh yeah! chicken!)

hindi naman karamihan ang food but they're delicious! juicy! yummy!

so after that, we went inside... bought some polos for my big bro... and then we went to Bazaar...

and now, here comes my stupidty

i honestly don't know what happened to me and what has gotten into my mind! my mom's already telling me to look for the clothes i want to buy! and here i am refusing rejecting refusing rejecting! damn me! i need new clothes! arggh!

after buying what they need, we went to Bread Talk and while we were looking for the main branch of that store, my big bro entered one store.. if i remember it correctly, i think it's called Analogsoul.. something like that i'm not sure... then when he came back he asked me, well it's more on he told me to go inside and look for some shirts and here i am again! being so stupid, refused to go inside that shop! damn!

arggh! i swaer i don't know what i was thinking at that time! i even don't know why i was kinda pissed off or in a bad mood...

arggh!! Iris! you're definitely a one big.. no i think you're such a humongous loser! a humongous stupid girl!

ayan na ang blessings o, tinaggihan mo pa pambihira ka day! >__<

iris... you're such a loser... <_<

oh well... what can i do?? i just really hope that we'll go out again this Saturday! <__<

well i guess that would be all for today! hehe!

2008-10-23T08:12:00.000-07:00

all right i'm back!!

yey!

so as promised, i'll talk about our experience when we went to Trinoma...

Janel, Lui, Gian, Waki and Judz accompanied me to Trinoma... i planned to have a hair cut and luckily Waki was also panning to have a new hair cut! yey! ~ang saya!

so we were referred to Bench Fix Lab since Bench Fix Salon was already full... and while waiting for the stylist, Waki and I chatted for a while.. ang saya kasama ni Waki! haha!

actually i don't know how long it took us... pano ba nman kasi, iisa lang ang available na stylist! and he's the one in-charge sa customers! super hero! haha!

so what else to say?? well nothing much really.. haha!

Judz and Gian looked for DVD portable players.. well i asked them.. hehe! and they found some that are really good... but the price.. eck!
guess i'll just have to wait till i earn an amount of 6-7 thousand... *sigh*

so there.. that's all that happened! haha!

oh and yeah before i forget, we expeienced HEAVY traffic on our way to Trinoma! could you actually imagine na 2 hours and byahe from UST to Trinoma??!!

waaah!

but who cares? at least we had fun! hehe!

and the pix??

just visit my multiply! :P

CamWhore!

btw~ before i leave,

KAT-TUN will release a single this December 3!! yey!

it's entitled, White Xmas! whoo! well obvoisly it's for christmas...
and right now, i'm having some hard time deciding if i should buy the Limited Edition of the single or not??

here's the pre-order info:

credit: kattunlove LJ

White X'mas [w/ DVD, Limited Edition]
Chrstmas present from KAT-TUN! This new single features their first actual love ballade "White X'mas." Limited edition includes one bonus track plus bonus DVD with music video of the track "White X'mas" and making-of footage. Also features original photo booklet (subject to change) and alternate jacket artwork. *Unless otherwise indicated, DVDs are region-2 encoded (Japan, Europe, and Middle East), and carry no subtitles.

http://www.cdjapan.co.jp/detailview.html?KEY=JACA-5125

White X'mas [Limited Pressing]
Chrstmas present from KAT-TUN! This new single features their first actual love ballade "White X'mas". This limited-time edition includes karaoke version of the track "White X'mas" and alternate jacket artwork.
http://www.cdjapan.co.jp/detailview.html?KEY=JACA-5127

waah!! what do you think??? should i buy the single or not?!?!? waah!!

2008-10-22T03:56:00.000-07:00

whoo!

new hair cut for me! yey!

well i guess that would be all for today! XD

too short? i'll just tell everything tomorrow! i'm honestly not in the mood to type.. hahaha!

and i'll try to take pictures of myself with my new haircut.. actually, there are no big changes.. just added side bangs.. ^____~

okay see yah tomorrow! :D

btw~

thanks to Janel, Lui, Waki, Gian and Judz for going with me..
thanks for your moral supports guys.. ^___^

~bye~

2008-10-20T03:52:00.000-07:00

all right!!!

now i can sleep very well tonight!!!

i can have my sweet dreams!!!!

whoooo!!!!

guess what guys?!!?

I DON'T HAVE ANY FAILING GRADES.... YET :p

but still!

i just couldn't believe i survived Statistics!!!

~~shit!~~

THANK YOU LORD!!!

THANK YOU SOOOOOOO MUCH!!!

this is great honestly!!!

now i'll just have to wait for my grades in Experimental Psychology and Psychometrics

and i do hope i won't fail those two subjects~major subjects, i mean...

whoooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

let's celebrate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

whooooooooooooo!!!

again,

THANK YOU VERY MUCH GOD!!!!!!

2008-10-14T00:07:00.000-07:00

first of all, weeh! i'm back!! after a long time, i finally updated my bloggy!! *clap clap*

it's already vacation- sembreak actually... and i was really hoping that i could enjoy this vacation... but i guess that won't happen... well you see, i'm so worried with my grades and i really don't have any idea if i will pass all the subjects! but i'm still hoping!

ito lang namang mga subjects na ito ang kinatatakutan ko eh,,

1. Psychometrics- ever since the semester started i had a bad feeling about this subject... it's actually hard to understand! it really is hard!! interpreting tests, dealing with scores and norms, constructing tests, etc.. what the heck?! i don't care if i have to read the whole book of Anastasi if i can only understand the things written there!! no matter how many times i read that book, nothing happens.. and we even have to study the manuals for some psychology tests! grr!

hell! how could you read and understand those manuals?! only professionals can understand those!! >_< __="

2. Experimental Psychology- experiments, experiments and experiments! oh my my! but comparing this subject to the other one, i prefer EP! easier to understand than Psychometrics! but still-- hard to understand... =__=

3. Statistics- damn! i did well with this subject during the prelims and i don't know what the hell happened to me this finals! goodness! the exam, for me was hard(kelan ba naging madali ang math sakin?)
i don't want to remember what happened to me while taking the test.... i cried after the test.... !!
dear God please let me pass this one!

4. Group Dynamics- fun and easy subject actually... so why did i include this in my list of subjects that i fear i might fail??
it's not really the subject that worries me but the prof! she's kind honestly, it's the first time i encountered a prof who doesn't get mad to students just because they're noisy! well come to think of it, i never saw her get mad at us!! (see? what a nice prof she is!)
but the problem is, she's kinda strict when it comes to grading! yes! she really is strict!
again and again... let me pass this subject too... =__=

waah!! don't wanna fail!!!! T__T

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it's not just the subjects that i'm bothered with... i'm also bothered with the upcoming proctoring for the USTET this October... i'm worried that i might make mistakes! well you see, it's like saying,, the fate of the examiners are in my hands! whether they'll mkae it to UST or not..
well somehow... but still!...

but thanks to my "OH-SO-GREAT and OH-SO-SUPPORTIVE" parents cause i wouldn't be experiencing that anymore. (do i sound so sarcastic here?) thanks to them i don't have to worry about what i should do, i don't have to be nervous before and after the test and i won't be tired! thank you my VERY SUPPORTIVE PARENTS! THANK YOU~!

thank you so much to my GREATEST AND VERY VERY SUPER SUPPORTIVE MOTHER!
she didn't allow me to go to that proctoring! isn't that great?!!? she's thinking of me! she's THINKING OF MY FEELINGS!
and guess what she said to me when i told her that i registered for the proctoring.. "magkano ba bayad dun? bayaran na lang kita hidi ka pa pagod!" wow... as in WOW!!!!!! what a sweet mom!? what a great mom she is! ayaw niyang mapagod ang anak nya! grabe!! i'm so touched!

well damn it! i'll be honest, the main reason why i wanted to join that proctoring was because of the money! i mean c'mon, it's hard to save money during vacations! the only way i can save more money is through that proctoring! and what did my great mom do?! she didn't allow me! aside from the money that i could get from that job, is the experience... i want to experience "REAL" proctoring and not just what we did in our class! and who knows, i could include this in my resume! aside from that, gusto ko rin namang matutuong humarap sa ibang tao! kailangan ko'ng gawin yun so by the time i start working, i won't have any problems dealing with people! why the hell can't she understand that!?! damn it! ! i'm trying to improve myself! i'm preparing myself so i won't have a hard time on my work!

damn! nagagalit na nman ako! hindi ko tlaga makalimutan to!!! arggh!

lalo ko pang ikinagalit nang sumang-ayon pa itong si papa kay mama!!
sabihan ba nman ako ng, " aalis pa ako eh wala naman daw akong pasok."
damn! i already told them last saturday afternoon that i registered for the proctoring! and what? it's already monday, ngayon sasabihin nilang papasok pa ako! in the first place hindi ko naman sinabing gagala ako! hindi ko naman sinabing may pasok ako! i told them that i'll be attending the orientation! that's all! i have no plans of going to the mall after that! damn! i don't have money and i don't want to spend so much coz i'm saving!!!! why can't they understand that!

wala na ba silang alam isipin kundi gagala ako?! they'll get mad at me if i leave school late! they'll get mad at me if i go to school early before my time! what th hell?!?! what's so wrong with that?! in the first place, who would want a schedule that requires you to stay at school at 8 in the evening?! damn it! kung ako lang masusunod sana 11 ng umaga pauwi na ako! but what can i do?!!? damn it Damn it!!!

nakakapikon pa, they didn't give me money! telling me an excuse that my mom forgot to give me my allowance.. that she was already in makati when she remembered! damn you!
then i told my dad that i'll leave at 11 and he didn't say anything. so i assumed he got it already.. i was about to take a shower when my dad ask me what time will i be going home, so i replied, i don't know.. well i really don't know how long will the orientation end! and then he said, "baka magpasundo mama mo sa makati, umuwi ka ng maaga kundi hindi kita masusundo" so again, i said it's okay if i'll just go straight home and asked for a spare key but guess what my dad said! "hindi ko alam kung saan ung susi." damn! how come he doesn't know where it is! as in hindi tlaga nya ako iniitindi! so i got pissed off and texted Margot and Gian that i won't be coming to the orientation anymore!

damn it! they have a lot of excuses! damn it!! i really don't get it hy they won't allow me to go at that time!!!! f**k it!

do they intend to lock me up in this damn house?! lock me up for years! damn it! damn it!!

i know it's done.. it happened already but i just don't get it! why do they treat me like that?!!? damn!
here i am again.. tears are staring to fall from eyes... damn.. this is actually the first time for this year that i cried so much! ididn't cry like this when my Lolo died! damn it! damn it!!!!!

i really am starting to hate them!! honestly... i'm starting to hate them...

i'm sick and tired with this kind of treatment from my parents! damn!

i'm so sorry guys for all the bad words i wrote here....

hope you would understand how i'm feeling right now...

that's what i did last night... after i drew jaejoong...

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don't wanna think of that anymore... getting stressed and depressed!

by the way! i decided to draw Jaejoong of DBSK unfortunately, i failed! i mean i failed to make my drawing llok like Jae! hahaha!
it's because of his nose! ahh! so hard to draw his nose!!

oh and i made the drawing more like an anime.. hahah!

so here it is...

~the draft... XD~

~this was supposed to be the finish product.. but i was not happy with the nose! XDD~

and here's the output!!

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okay for those fans of DBSK.. please don't get mad at me if i was not able to make my drawing as pretty as the human Jaejoong.. ^^,

**just like what Gian said.. i lack in training! hahaha!

so i'll be going now and start my training! XDDD

bye guys!

2008-08-30T06:34:00.000-07:00

oh yeah i'm back... i don't feel so well today, well after the Stat subject...i just feel.. uhhmm.. exhausted... tired... and mad..~~here i go again, Iris back in Bad mood!~~

why i felt exhausted?? well it's because of our experiment for Experimental Psychology-- Psychophysics and Sensation.

sounds easy and fun to do especially when you're dealing with sensations but unfortunately, what makes the experiment hard to conduct is because of the paper or the designs(basic-between, basic-within.... oh yeah yeah whatever!). you have to get the variables! independent and dependent, the extraneous and how you're going to control them! arggh! lots of procedures to do!

why can't it just be the experiment? just the experiment??? no more papers! just do the experiment! choose whoever subject you want to undergo the experiment????? it's really fun to do! swear! we had fun doing it! even the participants! they got so nervous and so curious of what we will do to them(that even one person withdrew from the experiment) but at the end, they had fun! we were just laughing! XDD

luckily, we were able to finish it and all we have to do is to make the damn paper! and we have to finish it by tomorrow or at least by Monday...

how i wish i could go tomorrow to the group's meeting! how i wish my oh so great, over protective, over reacting mom would allow me to go! but what else is new? she doesn't want me to leave tomorrow! isn't that great? she keeps on saying that i'll just go to the mall and whatsoever! darn it!

c'mon now old lady! i would rather stay at home, lay down and watch TV than going out on a very hot day, i guess?! besides i'm on a "Tipid Mode" right now so as much as possible, i don't want to spend money even a single cent! (gonna tell you why a little later okay?)

damn it honestly! i'm really mad right now! if you can just see my status message in messenger...

well here it is actually...

"F*CK YOU B*TCH!!!! walang pakialamanan guys!"

~~just click it and you'll see a very nice pic!~~

until now i'm still mad... just want to kill someone right now so i'm telling you right now, DON'T MESS UP WITH ME!

oh well, whether she allows me or not i'm still going! duh? it's a grade and it's my major!

okay, so much so with that damn issue with my dearest mom!

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so as i was saying a while ago, about me being on the "Tipid Mode..." well yeah it's true! why?

simply because i wanna buy a digi cam! i wanna hold the Sony Ericsson T200!!!

honestly, i don't have any plans of buying a digi cam since i find it impossible for me to earn or save 9 thousand for that gadget and besides, i'm not really a techy person... but since i found out how much it is and my college friends are planning to buy too.. i decided to buy one also!

yipee! i really can't wait to get hold of it... to touch it... to use it!!! oh dear! i'm sooo excited!!!

that would be my Christmas gift for myself and maybe for my birthday..

~so guys, my dear friends, i won't be Santa Claus on Christmas so don't expect me to give you gifts! XDDDD
and please forget just this coming year, that i'll have my birthday coz i don't have any plans of treating you out!

i know you'll understand me... i'm on a "Tipid Mode."

thanks guys! hope you understand! XDDDD

so i guess that would be all for today....

see yah next time guys!!!!

Adios amigos, Adios amigas!

2008-08-19T23:52:00.000-07:00

whoo!

finally! i'm back!

i missed my bloggy!

it's been a very very long time since i opened my blog! oh yeah no jokes guys! XD

well... what can i say? a lot of things happened and i can still remember those..err... events! but i guess it would be nice if i won't say it here...

there are people who are close to me involved here.. so... i'll just keep it to myself.. ^_^

well school???

damn all those tiring school activities that drain not just your energy but your brain!

good thing preliminary exams are finished! whooo!
(i passed Spanish! yeah boy!)

hmm.. what else????

the PC's working now...

what else????

well i guess that would be all for now!

too busy with things and too lazy to blog!

well got to go now!

when i have time, i'll change my layout! hehehe!

bye bye guys!

love you all! XDDDD

2008-06-25T23:31:00.000-07:00

wahay!!

i just dropped by to say...

i'll just update next time!

hahaha!

bye bye!

2008-06-10T03:17:00.000-07:00

goodbye cyberworld!!

ahhh!!

school's gonna start tomorrow! i don't know if i should be happy about that or not...

why?

i'm excited coz i can see my friends and crushes(hopefully!) again!

but i'm a bit worried coz it seems that everything would be more difficult than before!

i'm gonna be serious! i should be serious and should save money!!!!

waah!

okay gonna go now..

i'll update next time!

gonna use the remaining time i have...

goodbye cyberworld... T_T

current mood: i don't know!

currently listening to: none!

current activities: ownskin, chatting

2008-06-04T03:17:00.000-07:00

i'm back!

my post for today would be about my Review/My Personal Opinion about the 3rd album of KAT-TUN, KAT-TUN III: Queen of Pirates

(gosh i'm back to fangirling!?)

JUST A FEW REMINDERS!

let me just tell you guys that what are written here and what you're about to read are all based on my PERSONAL OPINIONS!

PERSONAL OPINIONS meaning:

1. that's how i felt/thought
2. that's what i wanted to say
3. i didn't copy anyone's reviews/opinions

so please if ever you're gonna read my PERSONAL REVIEW don't get mad!

THANK YOU VERY MUCH!

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so first i wanna comment on their:

ALBUM COVER

cover credit to: luvjin

the cover is kinda simple in terms of the colors used. they used light colors, which is a bit new for me since i'm used to seeing KT with dark colors such as red and black but what i like about this cover, it's cute and interesting. according to some reports they are actually like dolls and until now, i don't know if they are "real" dolls or they are just trying to be real dolls. well if ever they are just doll, how i wish i could have them especially the JinDa dolls! ^__~

now to the songs

TABOO

the first time i heard this(preview) i didn't like it coz it sounded to me like a very rock song that i couldn't sing along with it. when i listened to its full and clear version, it wasn't so bad at all. i like the beat. i like the music. it makes me think that it's being used in a fantasy, action, suspense, witchcraft and wizardry like movie. i think, if it were in English lyrics, it can be used as a theme song for Charmed(though, this show has ended). it wasn't very rock at all. i don't know if it has some similarities with a gothic song since i haven't listened very well to it. i find also the music similar with opera songs. you know, when tragedy or something will be revealed happens. oh and the intro was nice!

Jin did great in the song. it suits his voice and the song fits his voice. that goes the same for Kame and Maru. Ueda did great too. just like Jin, his mellow, and out-of-breathe like voice(okay how does that sound like? ^^!). for Junno, well he sounded fine, but i honestly don't think that his voice would fit in such song coz he's pitchy and i find him like just shouting at high notes(but i like him in Natsu no Basho!). as for Koki, i like him there, i like his voice which is a bit pitchy and hoarse like and maybe because this is one of the songs that he likes and he usually does but it's a good thing that he didn't have any raps coz i don't think it would fit. ^__~

OUR STORY

one of my fave songs in the album coz i kinda missed KT doing some pop and i can at least sing along with the song. i like the ending part. i also find the song quite different from their previous pop songs. i think it can be used as a theme song for Gokusen or other school dramas. although, i can't really imagine KT singing something like this with their current images/looks. but other than that, i like this song!

i have to say that Jin did really sound so good here! especially the harmonization he did. it' was really good. i mean all of them! sounded great but i have to comment one thing about Ueda(not sure if it was Ueda but i think it's him!) i think he should work on high notes coz there's one part of the song that he didn't hit the high notes. whether it's the style of the song or not, it's not good coz it's obvious that he didn't make it. but overall, i liked their performance here.

Nannen Tattemo

it's like a groovy song for me. similar to 70's-80's song but really nice! another fave song in the album! it makes me dance! i like the beat of the song! i can't really say if it's Kt-ish or not but this song fit KT so much! the rap part suit the song! but this song is somehow like an Arashi song style. i find the opening of the song similar with Sakurai Sho's Yume de ii Kara. i think it's a Maru song coz his voice are always heard. i mean his voice was dominant in the song. the rap part is okay.

i have to say, that this is one of the songs in the album that i find perfect! they all sounded good! they all fit in the song. again, Jin sounded great and Maru! this song fits more on Maru. the other members did great too!

Shot

another fave song in the album and the first time i heard it, i find it nice. it was like 60's or 70's song! and i felt that i was dancing in a 60's or 70's night club or bar! XDD
it sounded to me like a groovy-jazzy song!
this song somehow reminds me of the song that Jackie Chan used to sing Rush Hour or The Tuxedo because of the female back-up singers.
nothing much to say about this song, just think of the 60's-70's song! XD

again and again, Jin did great! his rocker, hoarse-like voice fits the song. i also like Kame here! actually i think the song fits more on Jin, Kame, Ueda and Koki. well for Koki, because of his hoarse-like voice. for Junno, the same problem he had in TABOO. he was pitchy and he was almost shouting just to reach the high notes. that goes also for Maru, he wasn't as pitchy as Junno but he was also like shouting. though they sounded good here, it seemed that they pushed themselves on this song. i don't know but it's like i can feel and somehow hear that they're like forcing their voices just to match the music. and another thing is that, they seemed to be eaten by the music. it's like loud music than the voices.

12 0'clock

a song with a scandalous opening! XDDD
the opening sounded like Six Senses and the rest of the song sounded to me like the songs of Maroon 5 and i forgot the name of this band(which uses cartoons in their PV's. the blue creatures. oh dear i forgot!)
i like the part where a girl says "say what?!" it's cute! and it's nice that i could hear other voices in the song aside from KT. i don't know if this is a type of an upbeat song but one thing's for sure, it can make you dance!

the song is perfect for Jin, Kame and Koki. i don't know why but i find their voices match this type of song. i don't find Ueda's voice match the song coz just what i've said before his voice is something like mellow and out-of-breath like one. for Maru, it's because i don't find his voice good in a fast song. he's better in pop or ballad. Junno, again pitchy and almost shouting. though this is a fast song, i still don't feel his voice here. he's better with pop songs.

Ai no Command

a rock song. i personally don't like it maybe because i'm not a fan of J-rock. but it's not really that bad. i only like the chorus/middle part/s.
so i can't comment so much since i barely listen to this one. but i think if they perform this one, they'll look good but still not sure about that! XD*crossing the fingers*

this song is best for Koki, Ueda, Kame and Jin. these guys can do rock and they sound good. again, for Maru and Junno, they're better with pop.

Six Senses

i listened to their old version of this song, and honestly, didn't find any difference. well i think that their voices were better in the QOP album rather than in their old perf. but i'll just be talking about their album.
almost an acapella type of song with a slight touch of upbeat. it's nice but not my fave. even before, i didn't like this song so much. so nothing much to say about this one.

they did well, they improved and comparing it to their previous performance of this song, i like this one better.

AFFECTION

another fave song in the album but i think this is the best song for me. i like the harmonization they did. the arrangements and using another female voice in the song was really great. they actually sounded like a Western Boyband(BSB but not too much) featuring a young singer(the female voice sounded like Jojo to me.). i can actually imagine them performing this song very well.
it's not that i'm being biased here but the song fits Jin's voice. it's like this was specially made for him. aside from his voice, he's getting fluent with English which makes the song appear to me more like Western.
that's it! perfect song for me!

HELL, NO

another rock song and i also like it. the opening sounded like the theme song for Rocky. but just the opening. i like it coz i heard,again, the collaboration between Maru and Koki. Maru's beatboxing and Koki's rap! and i have to say that this song is for Jin, Maru and Koki! XDD
okay nothing much to say. i like it! and i love what Jin did in one part of the song. dunno if he shouted nicely or it's just how he reaches the high note of the song. i loved it!

Distance

okay, i don;t know if i do like this song or not. the moment you hear this song you'll instantly think if you were turned back in the 60's-70's or maybe earlier! for me, i instantly remembered the songs of Claire dela Fuente and Pilita Corales! XDDD
Shot was fine already but this kind of song? oh dear i don't know how to react! oh dear do i see Kt wearing something odd and old-fashioned clothes? how old and how it looks like? i dunno! but i'm sure they're going to give their outfits some twists! what's weird about me here is that i kept on repeating this song! it's not that i like it but i just want to listen to the part of Jin where he said "under the sweetlight" or "under the streeylight" i find him sexy and he was like seducing someone! gawwddd!!! @__@

Mother/Father

according to some it's a ballad song. the song is cute. i find like the song for the parents and the same for lovers and children! it's also relaxing and gives me a calm feeling. it's actually my lullaby aside from Ai Ai Gasa, this is also the song that i would like to hear before i sleep and it does make me sleep! XD
but then again, it's another song that i can't imagine KT performing/singing. i can't actually imagine them how they're going to perform this one. swaying their bodies while sitting in a bench? sorry but that's how i imagine this song while Kt's singing it.
i said that the song are like also for children because when i hear this song, i can imagine them surrounded with children playing in the field or in a garden. after playing, they all sit down on the grass and sway their bodies from left to right while their arms are on each other's shoulders. though the song is nice and they sounded good, i don't think this kind of song would fit Kt's style/image. i can actually see in this song and Arashi type of song. cute, lively and sad songs. oh and i don't know who sang a line or two in the song but he sounded like Jose Mari Chan! XD

the song is like an Anime type. it can be used as a theme song for Anime. but again, just like in Mother/Father, i don't think this song fits KT. it's a lively and somehow cute song. just think of the lively and cute songs that Arashi has and other J-singers. they actually sounded like kids here, dunno if it's like they're Hey Say... the song suits Junno. at last! the first time that i find Junno's voice fit in one of the songs of the album. again and again, i dunno how KT will perform this one. i could actually imagine Barney if not that dinosaur, any mascot, playing with KT. dancing and singing in the park! but i like the song. again ,they sounded great. i can't really say that i didn't like the harmonization(dunno if that's what it's called) that Jin did. though it's fine but not the best. when he was doing that, i thought he was the big bro or the father of the other KT members. XDD

and then, the 3 singles they released.

Keep the Faith

the theme song for Yukan Club. nice, fast and rock song. i like it. that's all! XDDD

Lips

it's nice too, another rock i believe but i barely listen to this one. i prefer KTF than this one.

Don't U Ever Stop

i started liking this song. makes you dance. it somehow reminds me of Michael Jackson's thriller especially the PV and some of the dance moves are like MJ's. especially Kame's outfit! he looked like a Japanese version of MJ! XDDD.

well that would be all for now! what i sad here may sound stupid or nonsense but hey that's what i felt and thought when i heard their songs.

again, before i end my post here, let me just remind you what i said earlier in my post.

all what i said here are just my personal opinions/personal views

PERSONAL OPINIONS/VIEWS MEANING:

1. how i felt/thought
2. what i wanted to say
3. didn't copy/steal someone else's reviews.

you don't actually have to take this review i made so seriously. i'm just an ordinary fan of KAT-TUN and an ordinary listener so whatever i have said here are, again, MY PERSONAL OPINIONS!

THANK YOU!

current mood: calm/okay

current activities: blogging, creating themes, forums, soundtrip

currently listening to: Affection by KAT-TUN (KAT-TUN III: Queen of Pirates)

2008-06-01T22:57:00.000-07:00

so noisy outside the house! they started digging for the water pipes! we're gonna have water in our place! i mean, we don't have to call and buy water coz we're gonna have our own line of water or whatever you call it! XDDD

but that would not be a good news to the ones selling/delivering water here. oh well..

well remember that post that Gian made for me about the cell phone themes? well it was a success coz there are some who loved the themes i made and asked if i could make some for them. gladly they liked it!

i tried to post again in kattunlove lj using my account and it's not yet posted there. oh well who cares? hahah! just tried it so at least, i could say i'm not a total user/leecher(as what Janel said! XD)in that community.

last Saturday, my parents, lola and kuya watched Narnia, Prince Caspian(okay, don't know if i got it right! :P)
they bought a DVD and luckily it was clear though there are some people standing!(i bet you know what i mean now!)

did i watch it? no i didn't aside from the fact that i didn't want to have a "bonding moment" with them, i don't want to watch it, instead, i locked up inside the room and watched TV~i watched some of the episodes i missed in AI!~

i don't know but, i think i lost interest in watching some magical,fantasy, adventure and for the young ones shows/movies! i'm more interested with action,suspense and could you actually believe that I, scared with ghost but does not believe on such, would gain some interest in watching horror movies and take note, at night! isn't that a big achievement for me?! i can actually watch horrors at night while the others are already sleeping!

so yeah, even the first movie of Narnia, i didn't watch it. even the last movie of Harry Potter, i almost didn't watch it coz i don't know... i was not in the mood to watch it! and seeing how Daniel has become... i don't feel like watching it. but i'll try. we'll see.

what else?

oh yeah, remember about the car we bought? damn it! it's almost a month and yet, we don't have it!
my parents are pissed of already with the one in-charge of that! and could you imagine, that the bank would get the car/purchased the car from Dagupan?! duh?! we ordered from Cubao, Quezon City!

crap! damn to the one in-charge of that. he/she is not doing her work very well and include that bank! hmph!

oh well gonna go now. i still have to watch videos(with a low volume! crap!)

Ciao!

current mood: fine

currently listening to: Celebrate Me Home by Ruben Studdard

current activties: download, blogging, forums

2008-05-30T02:03:00.000-07:00

what a not-so-chaotic day!

so this morning, i tried checking different communities in lj and i was so surprised to see one post there.

what's that post all about?

well, Gian was able to post some of the mobile phones i created in kattunlove livejournal
whoah!

i thought she can;t post there but she did it! XDDD
nice one Gian!!

so there, i saw 6 comments already, 2 are from Gian giving some instructions

and the rests are requests/comments

sadly, some of the requests they gave for their phone models are not supported by ownskin.
*sigh*

sorry again guys..

so i guess that would be all for now!

drop by at the post that Gian made! and feel free to make a request!
but that post is for Japanese idols/groups only

if you want other stuff not related to Japanese just tell me! :D

okay, before i forget...
here's the link to the post! :D

Mobile Themes!

Ciao!

2008-05-28T09:39:00.000-07:00

Love that lasted from 6:30 pm up to 10:00pm

is there such a thing like that?

well i don't know for others but i experienced that! yes i did! yesterday(Wednesday) on that time!

it all started when...

yesterday, i went to UST for the enrollment and crap! our schedule was really hell! 3 hours for one subject!?!?! oh dear oh dear! that would be a really boring one, well that's if the subjects are really BORING... i hope they're not!

okay i'll just post maybe tomorrow or some other time the exact schedule for this sem. don't know where my papa put it. i guess it's in our room but i can't just enter there now.. my Lola's already sleeping! it's okay if it's just my Kuya, i don't care at all if i turn on the lights and search my stuff in the middle of the night! oh well.. back to my topic about the love...

so after the enrollment, my friends and i stayed a little longer at school and ate at McDonald's and did some chattings! we were really noisy!

so at 4pm,if i remembered it correctly, we decided to get home and me, Judith and Simon went home together.

at last i arrived home, changed clothes, fixed my DVD's and opened the PC and started surfing the net.

oooppppssssssss!! pauses for a while! my Lola got up from bed! XD

okay resumes....

as i was saying a while ago...

okay i got home at almost 5:30 i think? anyways..

by 6:15pm i think again, i received a GM from my ex saying that it was a depressing day for him with matching OMG at the end.
so here i was, replied and asked him what's wrong and told him that i saw his friend/classmate in College at USTE together with my former classmates in PE and he replied that the girl(his classmate) already told him that.
then, he kept on saying that he's kinda depressed. i even misunderstood it told him not to be mad!silly me!
going on...
so i got curious why he's feeling that way. and he texted me that he got this so-called "Mild Scoliosis" and i got a bit surprised and asked him for confirmation if it's that disease or whatever you call it, that affects your back.. and yeah, he said yes.

so i tried to cheer him up by saying, "it's okay! i don't think it's not that serious or something!" he replied something like, "i'm worried and i hope the school would allow me to go to school since they measured his body already for the Blue and White uniform(it's their dream to wear that one! meaning they're in 3rd year already)"blah blah blah blah and BLAH

again, i tried to cheer him up! saying that things will be fine and he should stay positive. but then, he didn't reply to me about that issue, instead i received a quote from him and again and again, told him that it'll be okay. nothing to worry about. and again and again, he replied a quote!

oh dear! what the heck?! at least say something about what i've been telling you!

so from that time, i fell inlove again with him! oh dear again! yeah! i did fall in love with him AGAIN!

i kept on thinking that i hope we're still together so i could at least comfort him, tell him it's gonna be fine. it's like, i wish i could do something for him. stay by his side.

so it was almost 10pm, while i was watching TV, i received a text from him saying goodnight. so i replied goodnight too and again and and again, told him it's going to be okay and be positive!

and i was waiting for his reply. but hell! he didn't text me back!

damn it!

why do i sound like pissed off??

simply coz he didn't at least say "THANK YOU" to me! i mean, i tried to cheer him up! make him feel comfortable! and he didn't even say thank you??!?!

oh hell!

a simple thanks would do! even if i was a help to him or not! at least try saying thank you for what i did!

i said all those things from my heart! and i couldn't get/received a simple, very very simple thank you from him?

hmph! hell!

by that time, i realized that what he's suffering from now is not so serious compared to other people suffering from more serious diseases! and i guess he could still study besides, it's just a mild one?! i guess he could still have it cured by rehabilitations, right?!

and oh dear! at that time too, flashbacks came into my head! the memories of our break-up! of how hard i cried for him! i cried too much! and where did i cry? in the bathroom!

oh yes! i cried in the bathroom!

oh dear oh dear and OH DEAR!

the next time he texts a GM, i won't reply to it! i'm gonna ignore his messages! he won't even receive a quote or even a joke from me! hmph!

oh well.. that would be all for now!

i don't wanna get totally pissed off by such things!

but i think i sounded a bit harsh here,, i guess i was just expecting too much and being a bit demanding.. oh well.. i still hope he would feel okay physically, mentally and emotionally.

and so there goes the story of the love that lasted from 6:30pm up to 10pm

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by the way, i created new themes!

go check my profile!

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SEE YAH!!!

current mood: relaxed

currently listening to: Bye Bye by Mariah Carey and Ai Ai Gasa by Tegomassu

current activities: blogging, downloading Yamada Taro Monogatari

2008-05-26T04:11:00.000-07:00

i'm back!

and i've been busy doing some mobile phone themes for these past few days!

instead of thinking those annoying guys i'll just focus my attention with this activity!

but i'm still annoyed and i'm not talking to them!XDD

and i have no plan of talking to them unless it's something important!

oh well

here are some of the themes i made for my phone(Nokia3110 classic)

Yamapi Skin

Akanishi Jin-DUES skin

Akanishi Jin-YnU skin

Tegomassu skin

Tatty Bears skin

*this is the most downloaded skin that i made with 32 downloads already in a day! XDD

and i also made some Sony Ericsson K610 themes

Tatty Bears

*weeh! another most downloaded from the skins i made with 24 downloads!

Donald Duck

*third most downloaded with 10 downloads! XDD

well that would be all for now!

i'm going back to creating theme!

*just click on the names of the skin if you want to download them..XDDDD*

or you can visit my site to see the other themes i made..

My Skins

NOTES:

i'm already accepting requests! XDDDDD

2008-05-23T02:38:00.000-07:00

new layout for my bloggy..

BACK IN DARK COLORS!

well that would be all for now..

i'm still in a bad mood

*damn those guys!*

2008-05-21T21:20:00.000-07:00

damn them all!

i hate them so much!!!!!

damn them! damn them!!!

arggghhh!!!!

i hate them!!!!!

i hate this kind of life!!!!

i hate to be with them!!!!

f*ck them all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*extremely mad and depressed*

2008-05-19T21:20:00.000-07:00

waaah!!

oh dear..oh dear...

i don't know how to explain what i'm feeling right now and my situation at home..

well you see, my Lola(papa's mother) is staying right now in our house.. they actually had a fight with my tita(papa's ate) so there... can't say the rest

well... well...well...

i don't know but i'm not comfortable with it. i'm not comfortable with my Lola staying here. it's not that i don't like her or what. it's just that i feel awkward... there are lots of silent moments when we're together.

i am not actually close with her even to my father's relatives. so i guess that's why..

i know i may sound selfish or too bad here but i wish she would go back to their house. i wish my Lola and Tita would have some reconciliation...

sorry but i just don't feel really comfortable about her stay here and she looks bored here. good thing our neighbors know her actually, most of our neighbors here papa's family.
just look how well known they are here and even on their provinces. so yeah, since some of them know my Lola, they would just talk to her...

hayy.. i really feel guilty and i know i'm being bad but what can i do? i'm not used to having people especially those who are not close to me, to stay here in our house.

waaahh!!! i know i'm bad!! waah!!!

right now, we're left at home.. just the two of us... oh dear..
i can't even look at her and talk to her,,
i wish Ate Ludy would come now and have a talk with her!

waaahhh!!!!!! i really don't know what to do!

i wish Papa would come home now...

T___T

oh dear...

oh dear...

oh dear...

2008-05-14T23:09:00.000-07:00

no surprising news for this week...

this week was a bit boring,,,

here i am always infront of the PC... downloading, watching dramas..

and speaking of dramas.. i've been into watching heavy dramas lately...

and i like watching those that are real-life stories... mostly dealing with diseases...

oh well... what can i say?

hmm..

oh by the way!

there has been some changes about us, buying a new car...

so we finally decided to buy the new Vios 1.3... errr... chorva! hehehe!

and we're hoping we could get it by next week! and by the way, the color they chose was metallic red..(whaa?!?! red again?!!?)

so there... that would be all...

oh oh oh! about our outing this coming Saturday... we won't go anymore!
oh dear...

well it's because of the weather and i don't know but my mom doesn't feel like going anymore...
and including me... i don't feel like going anymore...

instead, i want to go to Tagaytay!!! waaahh!! and eat at the clubhouse, or whatever you call it, owned by the office where my mom's working!

i wanna taste their dishes!! especially the cakes made by Henny Sison! ooohhhh! i wanna taste them again!

but hell... the prices are hell... so expensive!

and that place i'm talking about, sometimes it's being used for movies and dramas.... waaahh!! i wanna go there!

i think it's called like.. hmmm.. Splendido... oh whatever! i just want to go there!

~~oh dear... i really hate family problems....hayyy....-__-
hayy... ayaw kasing magpakumbaba eh.. nagpapataasan pa ng mga ihi(gaya nga ng sabi ng Tita ko.. XD)

lastly...

do i make any sense at all???

i think i don't..

wahahahaah!!!!!!!

just feel like blogging and saying what's running on my mind! XDDD

see yah!

2008-05-08T20:13:00.000-07:00

could you imagine me staring blankly at the create post page of blogspot for almost an hour while listening to some dramatics music?

well that's what i actually did yesterday!

i was trying to collect all the ideas i want to write... remember the things that i want to share here but i was a failure coz after all, i ended up closing this page and did other stuff! XDDD

finally....

i'm back! and i should say that...

I MISSED BLOGGING!

so what should i tell you guys??? hmm.. okay let me think... (here i am again! thinking, thinking and thinking of what i should write!)

okay! after 30 seconds of thinking... well here are some of the surprising news that i received for the past... err... past.... errr... okay nevermind!

SURPRISING NEWS # 1

it was morning,actually it was almost noon, and after i got up from the bed, i went to the dining and started eating... lunch! hehe!

then suddenly, my dad said that he's planning to ask for 2 chicks from my Tita Tess. and i was like... "eh? para san? anong gagawin mo dun sa mga sisiw na un???? kainin pa yang ng mga aso ntin!?

and he answered me... "may naligaw na sisiw dun sa likuran natin eh. kawawa nman mag-isa lang siya."

did i hear my dad right???? may naligaw na sisiw???? sa bahay namin?!?!?

so i stood up and went to our room and tried looking for the chick through our window... and yeah! i found it! but is it still a chick??

the picture i have in mind when you say chick is the yellow, cute and small chicken making a cute sound of "twit twit!" but hey! this one is not a chick anymore! it's big already! about medium-size of a grown-up chicken!

but my dad said that it's still a baby!

okay fine.. whatever you say,,,

what's even more surprising is when i look at it every night, the chick is sleeping nearly beside our dog, Belome! and she's not reacting! it's like it was okay for the dog to have a chick sleeping beside her!

isn't that cool??? hahah!

i'll try to take a picture of that next time.

so there's surprising news # 1

SURPRISING NEWS # 2

i watched One Litre of Tears which stars Nishikido Ryo and Erika Sawajiri..

i never thought that it would be so dramatic! heavy drama!!! as in heavy drama! there would be no single episode wherein you wouldn't find yourself crying...

oh yeah! i cried a lot!

well it's actually based on a true story about a young girl who has an incurable disease in the brain called Spinocerebellar ataxia (just click on the names to find some info about them)

i really say that this is one inspirational story! it's also the same as with Yuuki the young guy who died because of also an incurable disease that causes some damages in the skull..

i really recommend One litre of tears(as well as Yuuki) for you guys to watch! whether you like Japanese stuff or not, i think you would just find yourself dropping some tears for these 2 dramas!

i especially recommend these dramas to those who think that life is boring... and for those who wanted to commit suicide coz of problems or whatever reasons! you should try these 2 guys..

and after watching one litre of tears, i found out that they published the diaries of the girl, Aya Ikeuchi, and so, i tried looking for it in the internet and luckily, i found some sites where her diaries have been translated and tried to read them...

as you're reading her diary, you would barely feel that this girl is suffering, all her entries showed hope and happiness and how to treasure every moments in life, whether sad or not...

she's really an inspiring girl...

ahh! what makes this drama sad is when she said, "why did it choose me?" ahhh!!! yeah.. why her! a girl full of dreams and hope! a loving daughter, friend and girlfriend! why her?!

and even the SP was still dramatic! although it was more of flashbacks, it's still sad! especially the part where Nishikido Ryo (Asou-kun) tried to call Erika Sawajiri's(Aya Ikeuchi) cell phone...

oh dear!!! isn't that sad?!?! still thinking that she's alive!!! waahhh!

honestly, i'm crying right now!

oh well i better stop here before i can't continue writing....

basta! watch it guys!

SURPRISING NEWS # 3

third news that surprised me was when they said that we're going on an outing! we're going to Laguna again for swimming!

yehey!!! that would be on May 17.... 2 days before mom's birthday..!
advance celebration!

and good thing, the venue was free! heheh!!

i'm just excited!!! whee!! i get to swim again after a year?? hahah!

i hope i still know how to swim!

and i'm gonna be wearing... no! not a swimsuit! but the shirt that kuya gave me when he went to Puerto Galera! what a lucky guy!

i'm excited!

SURPRISING NEWS # 4

this is the news that really gave a surprise to me! no! a shock!

wanna know what it is?

well.... when i woke up in the morning(just a few days ago..), my dad suddenly said that mom's gonna buy a new car!(tatay ko tlaga lagi akong ginugulat!)

what?!!? a new car??!?! is that for real???? no joke?!?!

so we've been thinking if we will buy an Innova or a Honda City 1.3... err.. chorva!

and i think we will go for the Honda City 1.3... and i hope she wouldn't take that back! oh please! i want a new car!!!

and this coming Saturday, we'll go to a Honda City store.. or whatever you call it... to choose or i don't know if they'll buy already... i don't know!? heheh!!

we'll just see... XDDD

i hope we get to buy!!!!! oh please!!!

SURPRISING NEWS # 5

well.. it's not really that surprising but it's about a kid. i know this boy for a long time.. he's actually my friends lil bro.. we've been close ever since i was in grade school or high school i think..

so there, we get to chat just recently.. talked about a lot of things... and he even said his secrets to me that he can't say to his big sis.,.

i'm not gonna detail about that secret or give a clue of what it is about. since i do RESPECT HIM.

so there...

one day, i was busy making some cd covers for my DVDs and i really want to finish them right away coz i'm too excited to print them... and besides, i'll be leaving on that day..

good thing no one was chatting with me...

until he PMed me... so i tried not to reply for a while... yeah i know it was my fault but i was busy at that time and it's not just the covers that i was doing!

then, he PMED me again and again so i decided to talk to him and apologized for not replying immediately and then he said to me something like he got disappointed to me coz i wasn't minding him.. that i was like ignoring him...

i tried to tell him that i was busy doing things.. so from there, he got mad at me!

and what's even worse was when he said to me that he was really mad at me! he was like saying that this person is like this and that... blah blah.. so i asked him who it was? although i have a feeling that it was me,,, and then he returned the question to me... so i answered him, "ako?"

and hell! he said yes and signed out!

okay, at first, i didn't care at all knowing that he's just a kid(Grade 6 i think?)
and i know him that he was a bit like that before. and i just couldn't get mad at him knowing that he's the lil bro of my friend. but this last chat we had was really annoying!

i even told him that, "sana mainitindihan mo na busy ako nung time na yun at nagmamadali ako dahil aalis kami nun.. sorry... blah blah..."

and he even replied to me like "sana maintindihan mo rin...success kasi ung nangyari... blah blah blah.."

damn it! i know i shouldn't be acting like this to a kid but he's being a bit rude to me! he's just a kid! he should know how to respect someone older than him!

well i don't wanna talk about it anymore...

but here's just what i want to tell you.

I DID RESPECT YOU AS A MAN WHEN WE'RE TALKING/CHATTING AND I STILL RESPECT YOU, BUT PLEASE.. DON'T ACT LIKE A SPOILED BRAT AND LEARN HOW TO RESPECT SOMEONE OLDER THAN YOU.

EVEN IF YOU ACT AND TALK LIKE A MAN, DON'T FORGET YOU'RE STILL A KID AND DO RESPECT PEOPLE WHETHER THEY'RE THE SAME AGE AS YOU OR NOT,

RESPECT KIDDO! RESPECT!!

okay.. so i guess that would be all for now...

long post eh? hehehe!

well then see yah guys!

oh by the way... the PV of Don't U Ever Stop is out already!!! XDDD

here are some screen caps...

credit to: luvjin

**nice hair Jin!

and their Michael Jackson-like dance moves!

hehe... just one! but watch the PV and i think it would remind you of Michael Jackson! XDD

and my fave gif....

hay...

*DIES*
thanks to kiwi(AF)

bye bye!!

current mood: okay

current activities: blogging, download, forums

currently listening to: Only Human by K

2008-05-05T03:14:00.000-07:00

weeeeehh!!!

not in the mood to post!

can't think of anything to write....

no exciting events for me... so, yeah.. nothing write about. XDDD

i guess i'll try updating my blog.. hmmm..

tomorrow???

the day after tomorrow???(sounds like a movie! :P)

or maybe...

some other time!

i don't know when.. i guess when i'm in the mood to write... XDDDD

see yah guys!!!

current mood: just fine

currently watching: Last Friends

currently addicted to: Ai Ai Kasa by Tegomass

2008-04-29T00:25:00.000-07:00

long time no blog!

finally back here!
i've been busy for the past weeks so i have not time to update my blog

well, we painted our room(me and my kuya's) colored light blue and it's not yet done. we still have to finish the cabinets.

so there..

last Saturday, we went to Robinson's East and accompanied my Tita to buy a memory card for her digcam and i went to cd-r king to buy 10 pcs of DVD-RW(1 DVD cost P25.00! and i bought 10 pcs!)

back home, we started painting again... and when i went to the bathroom to wash my hands and face(yeah there were paints too in my face!) i saw how big my cheeks are! they got bigger when the vacation started! and i have gotten fatter too!

oh dear!!!

why is it hard to control yourself when eating?!?! eating is so much fun! hayyy....

another thing, when the vacation started, i finally saw how messy our house is! lots of stuff around!

so i've been thinking what i should do to slim down.. well at least get back my figure..not this fat! and how to make our house clean!

and finally... i made a way on how to do it!

presenting...

MY SUMMER RESOLUTIONS!
(if there's such thing as New Year's Resolution, then there's got to be like this one!)

so here are my Summer Resolutions:

1. DIET! DIET! DIET DIET!
-oh yeah! i will start my diet right now! since i can't get to exercise this summer(outdoor ones like playing) i guess i'll just do some sit-ups and maybe i'll eat less.. sometimes i'll skip my meals! (yeah i know that's bad.. but that's what i usually do to slim down.. :D)

2. CLEAN! CLEAN! CLEAN! CLEAN!
-i will start cleaning the house right now and i already did! i cleaned our room and disposed some of the things that i don't use anymore!
oh and i even sold my xerox copies of NatSci! though i told myself that i would keep it to remember how much i suffered and struggled to pass that subject and prof, Sir Olivar!(i almost forgot his name!) so yeah, i sold it to manong magbobote! and i got P105.00 for selling those papers that i don't use anymore! instant income!

hmm... i guess that would be all for now for my Summer Resolutions.. can't think of anything else.. i guess i'll update that when i find something wrong with myself! XDDD

well gotta go now!

see yah guys!!!

2008-04-15T02:10:00.000-07:00

hay.. the day today is getting hot again..

another post in my blog! getting sick of my posts now????? hehe! you can't blame me. i'm kinda bored here.

all i do every day, is sleep, wake up, sweep the floor, turn on the PC, download, forums and reading manga...
yeah.. that's my daily routine...

and speaking of manga...

i've been into reading manga lately.. it all started when i read Hana Kimi manga(still can't forget the kilig moments there!) then, right now, i'm reading Kiss in the Blue (click on the title if you wanna check it out!) and i have to say that the stroy is good. aside from the kilig factors the story has, i like the drawing too.. well somehow, i like it except for the drawing of the main character, Saeki Chise. i personally don't like her eyes... it's big, she looked like she has big eyebags... she's not pretty at all...(so i don't get it why the boys find her that cute.. well she's kinda cute but not to the extent that all the boys who see her on the street want to rape her!)

and of course, i also like Chise's lover, Katsuragi Kaoru! ahhh!! the handsome, hot, sexy and totally gorgeous guy with a mole beside his eye... so such a sexy guy... @__@

ok so what's this manga all about? well it's about a girl,Chise, who got raped 3 years ago and was saved by a guy, Kaoru. then, Chise fell in love with Kaoru and of course, there are other characters who get in their way. and one of that characters is the b*tch Shiyuri. well sorry for the owrd i've used but she's really one b*tch. seducing Kaoru and and ordering guys to rape Chise.. now isn't that a b*tch's attitude?

moving on...

again, i'll say that this manga is good. it's worth-reading. lots of romantic scenes. kissing scenes and some unfinished love scenes...
there are some use of harsh words.. some foul and not-good-to-hear words... but it's okay..

for me, i think, people ages 17 and above can read this manga.. lower than 17.. hmm.. i think it's not appropriate.

and i can give this a rating of 9 out of 10.

and while i was waiting for that manga to load(btw~ i'm reading it online) i checked on the other manga available on the site and i tried Love Strip when i clicked it. whoah! there's a warning saying that it contains some mature scenes, blah, blah, blah... but then, here i am, got curioused and still ckecked on it. as i was reading it.. i got another shock! waah!

it's a bit hentai! some love scenes! as in s*x between the nerd girl but not intelligent,Yuuko and the hot and perfect guy Ryuunosuke.
Ryuunosuke is tutoring Yuuko so that she would be able to enter the same school as him and as they're doing their "special class" Yuuko is also being thought of a "special lesson.."

this manga may be a pervert one but once you start reading it.. you'll find it really funny! yeah! it was a funny one!

another pervy manga that i was able to read was Love Celeb and again... it's not just a simple pervy manga, but it's also a very funny one.. especially the richest and most powerful guy named Gin.. such an innocent man when it comes to objects/things! (my personal opinon.. XD)

their love story is really funny! i even got myself laughing! :D

so if you guys aren't that so busy... i guess it wouldn't be a waste of time if you could drop by at One Manga and read these mangas i told you.. include Hana Kimi too.. XD

well then i guess i'll go now! i'm trying to finish my drawing and i hope it would turn out good.. and i'm also planning to draw another one.. and hopefully it would be perfect for me.

wish me luck then! see yah!!

2008-04-13T20:08:00.000-07:00

by the way..

just wanna tell you guys...

i had some kinda weird dream last night and it's all about...

my ex-boyfriend

and

my first love!!

nyahahaha!!!

2 boys in one dream!!! XDDDDDD

and every time i see their pic.. i just couldn't help myself but smile... XDD

what does this mean?????

2008-04-13T18:32:00.000-07:00

when i woke up this morning, i immediately looked outside the window and there i saw some droplets of rain falling... whoah?!!? it's raining????!! thank God! at least it won't be that hot this day... then i went back to sleep... and when i woke up again... the sun is up but it's still a bit cloudy!
all right! it won't be a very hot day today!!!!

then i got up and started sweeping the floor.. and turned on the PC... :D

yesterday was really tiring! actually last Saturday was tiring too for me..

Saturday:

we went to the mall and bought a shirt and a farewell gift for my mom's employee, then we went to we went to the flower section and my mom was attracted to the beautiful flowers(they're just fake!) arranged and placed on different vases. so she decided to buy some. and she wants me to arranged them! arggh! extra work for me! and c'mon it's so hard to do!

we had some talk with the sales clerk (a gay) and told us that he was the one who arranged all the flowers displayed there and they were really beautiful! and of course, here i am and my mom, so amused...

i kept trying my mom that it wold be hard for me to arrange flowers since i haven't tried it all! but as always, my mom wasn't listening to me and she insisted that i do it! and so is the clerk. he encouraged me to do it and that i can do it so what can i do? i finally agreed.

before we went home, we dropped by at the Hardware Exchange to buy some paints for the house then we wet home.

at home, i started doing the flowers and damn! it was so hard! it looked easy when you get to see the simple arrangements on the mall but when i tried doing it, it just won't work! it's way too far from the one i saw at the mall. then i kept on trying that i almost lost my temper and raised my voice to my mom and dad,, (oh sorry guys!)

i'm already frustrated with the flowers! bu then, somehow, i made it but it's not that beautiful at all..

then i'm off to my second task. another flower arrangement! this time, the flowers are bigger! ahhh! you should have seen me while doing it. i almost lost my appetite because of that! but knowing that roasted chicken is our dinner.. there's no way i'm not going to eat!

and after all the hard works and frustrations that i've experienced here's the outcome of my flower arrangements...

any criticisms are accepted.. suggestions will also do... compliments will definitely be accepted! ^^

could you imagine that it took me an hour just for that simple arrangements??!!
but then it was fun to do! and i would really like doing it again!

then here comes Sunday.

Sunday morning, my mom woke me up to start painting the pots (plant pots) and colors are light violet for the upper part(don't know what it's called) and peach for the body and how did it turn out?? well my relatives said they looked like ice creams! XDD

here it is..

it's cute right? XD

do you think, i only painted 2 pots??? oh no! you're definitely wrong about it. i p[ainted almost 10-20 pots in a day and take note, there are still some 5-10 pots remaining, waiting to be painted! ahhh!!!

and i'm not just painting the pots but i also painted the veranda!

here it is!

that was really hard! i have to do some snake moves just to paint those "S-like" shapes! and of course, while i was painting, there are some hindrances aside from the shape of the veranda.. and what are those? the heat of the sun(good thing it's not that hot in my place) and Jag, our wonderful dog who almost bit my cousin, and who kept on pestering me and my father, lying near on the painted walls and wanted to put her head between those s-like shapes in the veranda! ao what did she get? some paints on her whiskers, ears and some on her body and feet!

naughty dog!

that was really tiring! my back hurt a bit but it was fun!

that night, i was not able to use the PC because aside from the fact that my mom's using it, i'm a bit tired to stay up for a long night in front of the PC. so what i did, i watched TV and then, went to our room, closed the doors, picked the iPod and got my sketch book and continued my drawing

oh and by the way, i forgot to tell you guy that i'm back to drawing again! and i can't really say that i've improved or i've lost some skills but based on my drawings.... i can say that i've improved, somehow...(it's been a month, i think that i haven't draw)

well that would be all for now!

i'll continue painting the veranda and i think the pots later...

P.S.

with all my hard work for to days.. i only got P200.00 from my mom...

2008-04-09T19:11:00.000-07:00

what a very hot week... damn.. why is it so hot during summer?!

well anyway..

here i am again... blogging.. watching movies/dramas and downloading....
but a few days ago, i tried reading some online manga scanlations... and i tried Hana Kimi (oh my.. i remembered how i said the word "manga" to janel on our way home... XDDD)

and i thought it was just the same as the dramas aired in Taiwan and in Japan but damn. it was a bit different! or should i say it's better than the live actions!

(the Hana Kimi Taiwan is not the original as what Channel 2 has said... hmph! it's a bit different from the manga... XP)

and the manga was really...ahhh!! shocking, romantic and exciting to read!

oh my my my my... slight yaoi scenes but great! i really like the love story of Sano and Mizuki there! kyaa!! they're so cute and sooooo sweet!

and to let you see how sweet they are... here i took some scans from the onemanga..

and by the way~ i just finished reading the manga.. or should i say, i just scanned them! haha! i skipped some of the chapters that have nothing to do with sano and mizuki! *giggles*

okay here you go...just click the thumbnails for larger view..

ahhh....!!!! this is my favorite scene in th manga... kyaaaaa!!! (oh gosh! i think my face is red already!!!! XDDDD)

damn! Sano is also hot... especially with this pic... X___X

**drooling.....

and one of the hottest guys in the manga is no other than school doctor... Hokuto Umeda!!

(move over Akanishi Jin! here's one smexy guy coming! --->KIDDING!)

yeah.. for those who know the manga/drama, he's gay... but one hot gay!!! totally gorgeous gay! ahhh!!!

i love him!!!! X________X

Umeda-sensei...

well.. that would be all for today!

Janee!!

2008-04-05T08:14:00.001-07:00

okay i'm relaxed now...

thanks to Lui and Rose who talked to me about that damn mysterious girl

and Lui has given me somehow, a clue of who could that mysterious b**ch be...

hmmm... but i don't wanna talk about it anymore...

well gotta go..

P.S.
Lui and I are having some serious conversations in the ym... :)

2008-04-05T06:38:00.000-07:00

this day was hell!

okay , first was because of my mom.. yeah... the wicked witch has returned! (okay sorry for being rude here..)
she kept on pestering me! telling me to get up on bed and clean our room.

how many times do i have to tell her that things in the room are kuya's and i just can't clean them up! oh just imagine if something gets lost! argghh!!!

so there, i got pissed off and got up on bed, shut the door of our room and started cleaning. it was just so annoying!

after cleaning the room, i took a bath, and ate my lunch then used the laptop of my big bro and read hana kimi manga... (hayy.. relaxing..)

until now, i haven't spoken to her... what can i do? i'm still annoyed with her. blaming me for something. accusing me that i am so irresponsible with my things. (ahh! kung anu-ano pa! peste tlaga!)

so moving on...

here i am blogging and downloading videos. i thought that i would be relaxed now but i was wrong

damn it! someone added me in yahoo messenger by the name, like Martina yan.. something like that. forgot her name. i deleted her already!
so there. i really don't have any idea who she was but i decided to add her under the "others" then she sent me an instant message saying like this.

m. yan(i shortened her name): iris
m.yan: bkit ang yabang mo?
m.yan: ang pangit mo
m.yan: ang itim mo para kang may libag
iris: oh tpos?
iris: baka may nakalimutan k pang sbhin?
iris: wag kang mahiya hindi ako magalit... :D
m.yan: wala na.. hehe

then she didn't reply to me. i pm-ed her.

iris: oh bkit di ka na nagreply jan?
iris: maga-add ka hindi ka naman makikipag-usap

then i got no more reply from her when suddenly she pm-ed me again and she was inviting me to view her webcam but i declined it. she kept on doing that and suddenly..

m.yan: try mo lang. isang beses lng..(similar with that)
iris: ayaw ko
m.yan: mamaya ka na mag-jac*l jan sa mga anime crushes mo.

damn her! that's already foul! she said a pervert word to me! how dare she say that to me!

who the hell is she anyway?! i don't know her!!!! argghh!! damn whoever she was! never say that to me! how sure she is that i'm doing that kind of thing?!!?!?!?! damn her!!!

she got me pissed off! i don't care with what she said earlier but with the foul word she told me.. f**k her!

what a day for me! this isn't my lucky day!!! damn it!

2008-04-03T20:19:00.000-07:00

PASADO AKO!!!!

oh yes!!! i passed this semester!! walang bagsak ang lola nyo!!!

wohooo!!

THANK YOU LORD!!!!!!!!!

***kahit may 3.0 sa Biology oki lng!!!!! what's more important is that i passed!!!!!

2008-04-02T02:15:00.000-07:00

waaah!!! new single for KAT-TUN

and also for Jin!!!!!

wohoo!!!

the title is...

DON'T U EVER STOP!

weeehh!!!!

**how i wish i can buy... sigh!

2008-04-01T07:39:00.000-07:00

okay i need some help here...

anyone who has some bright ideas on what i can give or what i can do to a guy for his birthday???

-it has to be unique

-he can appreciate

-it has to be CHEAP or does not cost too much!!

i really need some suggestions here.... XDDDDD

2008-04-01T01:19:00.000-07:00

what can you get from P10.00???

5 slices of kamote
5 slices of saging na saba
7 pieces of sago
10 or more slices of green and orange gulaman
5 or more pieces of sweet beans
big plastic cup-filled of ice
1 teaspoon of white sugar
1/4 cup of milk

what do you get?

HALO-HALO!

hay.. thank goodness the weather today is not too hot yet, i've already eaten 2 Halo-Halo! (ang takaw ko tlaga kahit kelan!) and take note, i think i have a cold today and i still ate 2 halo-halo! wow! such a naughty girl!

i'm kinda bored today but you know what, i can feel happiness in me. it's not about my grades(sana nga mapasaya ako ng grades ko!) but because i get to bond with my friends from high school!

first, we went to Baby Dash's Christening last Saturday at the Parish of the Hearts of Jesus and Mary in West Triangle, Quezon city. i really didn't have any idea where that church was until the place became familiar to me. why wouldn't i be familiar with it?! it's where my Tita's office is located! so we waited there for a while and then it started! and the room was really crowded! crowded with all the ninong and ninangs! could you imagine 12 pairs of ninong and ninang?!

ohhh.. Baby Dash would get a lot of gifts someday! oh and i was one of the ninang! :D

moving on...

after the church, we went to Aberdeen Court Great Eastern Hotel in Quezon city too.
the place was nice and what's even nicer was when the foods arrived! oh and we were only 4 in a table and so, we were flooded with so much foods!!! yehey! i ate of course the fried chicken and it was great! sweet and sour fish or meat i don't know! is really delicious! oh well i'll let you guys see the foods served to us..

*sorry about the pic. i just remembered to take pictures of the foods after i finished eating them.. XDDDD

oh and i also took a picture of the balloon!

*i like his name!

after the event me, Ge, Kero and Nikka went to Trinoma. wala lang,,, trip lang namin,,
and then, on our way to Time Zone, we saw a frisbee and so, Kero bought one so we can play!

then we went to Timezone for videoke! after that, before we left, we played some racing and one game for the basketball and we went home.

Last Sunday, it was my Lolo's "9 days" so we went to their house. my mom decided to take with us my niece, Janus. we thought that she would cry knowing that my tita or cousins didn't come along but we were wrong!

the moment we arrived at the house, she was just quiet and looking at the dog of my cousins. after a while here she goes! she posed in front of the camera and one of my cousins took pictures of her! (ang arte ng batang ito!)

she would even try to sit on the plant box just to pose! (bruhang bata!)
she would even ask food to people who are eating whether she knows them or not.

i really thought that she won't be PASAWAY but i was wrong! we were all wrong!

she run towards the stairs and wanted to climb there! she sat and was waiting for someone to take pictures of her! (aba bruha tlagang bata!)

so here's one of the pictures i took.

*she's frowning.. bagal ko kc cguro pagluha ng pic nya!

i became an instant yaya to her! waahh! i got so tired because of that girl! but honestly, i had a great time taking care of her! i was like a big sister to Janus!

so then, we went home and returned that girl to my Tita and back to our house!

i took a bath and went for a nap! then used the computer for an hour or two and went to sleep!

Last Monday, Kero, Rose and Me went to Marikina Sports Center to play badminton and frisbee
Ge and Nikka were not able to come (naku!) but still we had fun there!

after playing we went to McDo to eat breakfast and then, went to the Market to check some DVDs

unfortunately, i don't have enough money to buy. and i'm not sure if it was expensive or not but the DVD costs P60.00 and it's two discs(most of the dramas i asked were 2 discs) but i'm not sure if it was per disc or the whole DVD really cost that much!

i didn't ask anymore since i have no money!

and then we went home.

so.. those are the things that happened since Saturday... and it was really fun! it made me happy!!! :D

well gonna be going now! still have lots of videos to download!!

till next time!

please pray that i pass this sem! :D

2008-03-26T21:32:00.000-07:00

me back!! :D

hayy.. it's kinda boring today... nothing to download... (well i still have lots of videos to download but they are all in torrent and i'm not yet done downloading Dream Boys...)

since there's nothing to download for today, i just took pictures of my DVDs.. hehe! and also the stuffed toys my Tita gave to me! :D

SOME OF THE DVDS WERE BOUGHT IN QUIAPO.. AND SOME, I DOWNLOADED THEM! XD
AND
I JUST CUSTOMIZED THE CASES... TO LOOK PRESENTABLE.. :D

CLICK FOR BIGGER PICS!

my DVDs...

*CKT II You and Real Face DVD is still with Gian...

let's go first with the concerts.

NEWS

* i love the cover!!! cute!

Johnny's Countdown 2007-2008 & KAT-TUN Kaizokuban Concert

Kurosagi series

~front view~

~back view~

Yukan Club

~front view~

~back view~

Nobuta wo Produce

~front view~

~back view~

Hana Kimi Japan

~front view~

~back view~

THANKS TO GIAN FOR SOME OF THE DVD COVERS SHE MADE FOR ME!

and presenting... the new members of my family!!!

Whitey the big, white bear!

and
Koki the Koala!

welcome to the family!!!!

well i guess that would be all for today!!! nothing more to say! hehehe!!!

current mood: okay

current activities: downloading DB 2006, texting with Geh

currently listening to: Nagareboshi He by Starlights

2008-03-26T08:56:00.000-07:00

weeehh!!

new layout for my bloggy!!!

i'll just update tomorrow!!

good night guys!

have a nice dream!!!

2008-03-20T10:42:00.000-07:00

someone left us again and went with God..

we will miss you Papang,,,

~from your Apo...

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Mama's just so annoying! how could she react and scold Papa like that knowing that his father just died...??? argghh!!

show some respect dude! Papa and especially her older sister (Tita lina) are still in a shock!
be fair! aba! nagpagod din naman si Papa kahit nung buhay pa si lolo nuh.. be thankful!

arggghh!! so annoying!

btw~ i want to thank Tita lina for giving me one of her big, white bear and a koala! thanks!

2008-03-18T00:45:00.000-07:00

life is kinda unfair....

it's vacation already... i'll just be staying at home with my family....

hayyy... i should be happy now that school's over... but how can i be happy?!?!?

would you believe if i say that i'm depressed???? oh yeah you better believe that!

yes i am depressed! wanna know why? well here are the reasons,,,

1. studies!
oh damn! BIOLOGY! argghh!!! i don't hate the subject... but the prof? well not really... he's kind coz he fixed my grades in the last quiz... but his quizzes are really pissing me off!!! it's no use reviewing coz by the time you look at the quiz.. argghh!!! you would definitely say, "what the hell is this?!?!"
the questions there were not discussed! arggghh!!!! (i don't sound annoyed here right? XD)
ahhh!!!! i really don't know what to do! let's just hope i won't fail that subject! oh please!

and next subject is Statistics... well somehow i have this feeling that i won't fail that subject and i do hope i won't!

2. downloading stuff
i've been trying to download the subbed Dream boys 2006 and damn! the file's always broken! argghh!!!!!!!!!! thanks to Gian, she thought me how to download torrents files and right now, i'm downloading it but it's too slow!!! XDDD

3. friend stuff...
okay never mind this one... i'll just keep it to myself... :D

so those are the reasons why i'm depressed! i just hope that i will pass all the subjects!!!

by the way, i have a new addiction.... buying DVD's of J-doramas in Quiapo!! wahahaha!!!!

it's really fun though tiring! XDDDDD

Quiapo is heaven!! wahahaha!!!

see yah guys!

current mood: depressed! :(

current activities: download...

currently listening to: Kiss kaerimichi no love song (Tegomassu is love!)
Bennie-K

2008-02-29T08:19:00.000-08:00

FORGET AND FORGET...???

ahhh!!! i want to have my own copy of KAT-TUN's Calendar!!!!!! ahhh!!!!!

i'll just share some of the pix soon... not in the mood to upload them right now.. hehe!

~ i think something's wrong with me....??? not sure what it is but i can't feel the happiness for this day..... *sigh*

2008-02-28T04:50:00.000-08:00

I GIVE UP!

ayaw ko na.. suko na ako sayo...

wala akong problema... ikaw na yun....

DAMN!!!

2008-02-19T05:33:00.000-08:00

this day was really... CRAZY!

oh yeah... it was really crazy! it all started in our PE... i was happy because we won twice in our Best of 3 Championship! Blue rules!!! XD

and not only that... i was able to play with Kim... hahaha!!! oh yeah my crush... (he's just my crush when i get to see him... if don't then he's not my crush.. :D) i'm still happy even though we don't talk with each other...not even a single word...

after our PE, Janel went with me and we stayed at the benches in front of the church and watched the PE for football... oh sh*t! Kim's there! waaahhh!!!!

and here i go again.. fan girl mode!!! XDDDD

i kept on wishing that he would walked right in front of us.. and yeah he did! oh my! my prayers have been answered!!! and when he walked again in front of us.. i wished that he would go back but unfortunately, he didn't come back... i waited for minutes but nah.. he didn't come back... not until... after an 30 minutes i guess, he went back!!!! wearing a flesh-colored shirt and maong pants with brown bag... he's with his friend not sure.. but wow!!!

then janel and i went to meet lui in the AB Pav and exactly in the plaza mayor, i saw him again!! waahhh!!!! i have been blessed!!! XDDDDD

i realized this before.... and i wanna share it with you guys...

"huwag kang maghabol sa isang tao... kusa silang darating... :D"

2008-02-16T07:27:00.000-08:00

finally back

hayy.. it was really very tiring... the whole week especially the past 3 days...

oh yeah... very tiring and shocking and really sad....

my lolo's gone... i miss him...

well not in the mood to post entries right now... still quite shock and i don't know if i have accepted the fact that he's not with us anymore...

gotta go! life's gotta move on!!!

see yah!

2008-02-13T05:31:00.000-08:00

he already left us...

God invited him and he went with Him....

We love you po....

We will miss you........

~Your Little Girl~

2008-02-08T10:05:00.000-08:00

still awake!!

it's already 2:06 am here..

still chatting with gian and downloading and re-watching hana kimi!! XDDDDD

2008-02-08T07:57:00.000-08:00

me back!

weehh!!!

right now, i'm chatting with giann... fangirling mode again! talking about Tegomassu, Yamapi's almost nude photos in An-An and also about Matsujun's shots in the same mag, and we are actually busy downloading random stuff. oh yeah... well actually, she's downloading movies while searching for Tegomassu stuff while I'm busy downloading AGAIN the Johnny's Countdown 2007-2008! argghh! i should have not deleted that file!

well i'm actually saving all my videos in blank DVDs- to save space in the hard disk!
and i was able to do that with ckt II you concert and Real Face live... now, i still don't know what i will save in my blank DVD... but the Kaizo con of kt will be saved there... but there will be some space left in the DVD... hmmm.. what will i include there???? maybe the je countdown??

well.. be going now!
but before i leave.... here are the things that i should be doing for weekends!

1. review Math

2. review Philippine History

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if i'm bored or not in the mood to study...
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1. do my topic in the history project... oh yeah..

2. download

3. start writing the story i have in my mind... :D

well that would be all!!!

see yah guys!!

P.S.
~btw, i'm annoyed with you guys... (guess who you are! XDDDD)

current mood(s): read my face! :|

current activities: downloading, blogging, searching random stuff

2008-02-04T01:40:00.000-08:00

Tegomassu is LOVE!!

oh yeah you read it right guys...

i'm falling in love with tegoshi and massu of NEWS..XDD they're both cute and good singers!! XDD

~tegoshi yuya~

*so cute!

~takahisa masuda~

*he's so cute with the "I love Philippines" shirt!
wonder where he got that..??

waahh!! loving these guys now!

gonna rest for a while with jin... i'm interested with young-looking, thin and cute boys right now.. XD

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right now.. i don't know what i'm feeling... i don't know if i'm irritated or not... i just don't know...

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current mood: =.=

current activities: blogging, forums

currently watching: ckt episode 38

2008-02-01T06:27:00.000-08:00

what a week!

could you actually believe that we didn't do much for this week??? oh yeah... we did!

don't know what has gotten to our professors' minds why they didn't want to attend classes..???

for each day, only 2 professors or 1 prof would come to class.... wow! that was really good! haha!!

and by next week it's the start of our AB Week... goodluck to us! we have to finish a life-size mask for only... a day or two???!!! argghh!!!

and damn... all classes will start at 1 pm... why don't they just suspend the classes???!!!

argghh!!

well gotta go now!

still have to clean my files.... XDDDD

2008-01-29T07:34:00.000-08:00

i just want to be ALONE

a lot of depressing, annoying, weird and other events happened to me... so i just want to be ALONE right now...

don't want to talk to him... to her... to you.... to them...

i may look happy but deep inside i'm hurt....

hurt with all the words i hear.... with all the words i received from others...

i'm deeply HURT.....

current mood: depressed

current activities: surfing the internet

2008-01-28T18:44:00.000-08:00

weeh!

blogging at the UST Library right now...

well... the connection is kinda slow but it's okay.. at least i get to see the pictures..(unlike in some internet sections... only texts....<_<)

well.... gotta go now!!! can't stay long here! XDDDD

see yah later!

2008-01-28T01:24:00.000-08:00

OMG!

hotness overload....

LIPS PV- HQ version out already!!!!

waaahh!!!!!

can't wait to watch it!!!!!

here are some jin caps.... overloading with hotness and sexiness....*dies*

~~bite me instead of your pendant!!!!~~

credits to:ooe-chan

current mood: HIGH!

current activities: downloading LIPS PV, history project, Theo project

2008-01-26T19:30:00.000-08:00

LIPS PV out already!

watch it online on youtube...
but not HQ!

~i'll just wait for the HQ...XD

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my photo album in my blog is available now...XD
but i'm still uploading the caps from keep the faith's PV...XD
but the Lips caps are okay now!
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2008-01-25T23:19:00.000-08:00

i'm back! XD

actually, i'm not yet done fangirling here.... XDDD

so okay.. this is going to be a very long post... XD

so here we go!

my first topic would be about KAT-TUN's latest single LIPS...

LIPS:

okay, just before i heard this song, according to some news, this is a rock song.. can't remember if it was hard rock or just simply rock... well anyway...

now that i heard it... it's actually cool... i like it...

so if i have to make some comparisons of this single to Feep the Faith, here they are:

Keep the Faith vs. LIPS

1. MUSIC
-i prefer Keep the Faith than Lips... don't know why but i really like the sound of ktf than lips... it's not because ktf is the theme song for jin's drama... but i really like ktf....XD

2. SINGLE COVER
-it really has to be ktf!!!! if you just saw lips cover... oh my goodness... i think you would hate JE for that.... the cover is scary.... literally scary... weird and annoying! just look at the cover i posted before... arggghhh!

3. PV
-even if the PV for lips is not yet out, i like it than ktf's.... lips' PV looks cool and great.... just like what Ginoru said, it's like a devils and angels storyline... which is really cool... their pv here is way too different from their old PV's.
-with ktf's PV... it's too simple and lack something... hmmm... but still nice.

4. COSTUME
-again, LIPS wins... the costume of lips is really cool, unlike in ktf, so simple and i don't like jin's costume their to be honest... he looked like a panda with the stripes of a zebra....XDDD
-jin with hat... when i watched their first live performance of lips, i didn't like jin with the hat... it's a bit annoying cause it hides his face but when i saw the preview of the PV... whoah! sexy and cool jin appeared! XD
-i guess jin with hats during live prformances or shows is not good but when recorded... cool! XDDD

5.PROMOTIONS
-a lot of promotions for this song were made... almost everyday they have promotions for this song including the drama... but i guess it's because of the drama that's why...

so all in all, the winner is... Keep the Faith!

i wanted to post something about myself here... my thoughts and feelings for this week but no... i prefer not to... i just want to keep them all to myself...

to be honest, i'm not happy... but not really sad... mixed emotions honestly...

and lastly... i want to be alone right now... ALONE...

btw~
thanks to janel, lui, sarah and meg for the mini birthday surprise yesterday..... and thanks for the cute black gifts... and of course for buying me my favorite cake, brazo de mercedes,,, thanks guys!

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~back to fangirling mode~

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current mood: don't know

current activities: uploading pix, watching ckt II you DVD, KAT-TUN Kaizokuban DVD

2008-01-25T19:13:00.000-08:00

Preview for the PV of LIPS!!!!

oh yeah....

here are some samples... XD

thanks to ooe-chan

waaahh!!! i like their looks here honestly! especeially Akame! they looked like j-rockers to me!!! XD

and their PV looks so great! different from their old PVs....XD wow! looks like KAT-TUN's trying to croos the world of J-rock now...XD

okay.. i'll just continue my post later... i'm still busy fangirling here....

*fangirl mode*

2008-01-23T08:17:00.000-08:00

by the way...

i forgot to post this one before...

it's KAT-TUN's latest single cover...LIPS

(still looking for a bigger version...)

take a closer look on their LIPS.... their real lips...

so what do you think eh?!?!

~~comments are actually allowed~~

i'll just write my review or opinion for this single including the album cover....

SOON! XD

bye! till next time!!!

2008-01-23T02:00:00.000-08:00

i'm back!

oh yeah... have i said that this week has been so frustrating to me? XD

i was called at the extempo in English last Tuesday and how was it???

DAMN!

oh yeah that is true... i didn't do well... oh i know i won't do well in English... it's not that i'm being pessimistic or uber nega here.... it's just that i'm not good at it... yeah.. that's it... i can speak english but not fluently... i can do english but not good at it.. XD

oh well what can we do... i'm done already.. i have been called... hahaa!!!!

but if i have to rate myself between 1-10.... hmmm.... it'll be 4.5

haha! at least if it's rounded off i'll pass!!! nyahaha!!! XD

and we're done with our report in History! yehey!!! janel, we did well!!! hahha!

and yeah.... i hate Sir "Caloy" Dalangin.... he's laughing when i started reporting... argghhh....XDDD
oh that prof... he looks serious but he's definitely one good joker! hahah!!! XDDD

hmmm... what else to talk about here????

oh by the way, i was planning to post my speech here but i decided not to... i'm embarassed to post it here.. haha! XDDDD

so.. gonna be going now!

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watching the ckt II you concert DVD for.... the 10th time???? haha! i'm really addicted to this one!!! love Jin here.... great performance, nice body, sexy, sweating Jin... ahhh!!!! what more can i ask for???!!! haha! XD
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pic spamming...
(from the ckt II you concert... JIN Only!)

~~his performance in SIGNAL/Dance showdown..not sure..XD~~

~~performance in PEAK...hot...~~
(thanks to ooe-chan for this cap.. :D)

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see yah guys!!! XDDD

current mood: relaxed

current activities: downloading the KAT-TUN SP, looking for ckt II you DVD screen caps

currently watching: cartoon KAT-TUN II You Concert DVD

2008-01-21T09:54:00.000-08:00

ahh!! it's already 2 am here!!

and i just finished my speech for ~~tomorrow's~~ later's prelims in English!

damn it! i swear!

i still have P.E later at 7 am!!!

argghhh! yet i haven't memorized my speech!

oh God! please help me!

i'm already stressed with school works!!!

good thing and thank God i'm still alive..... x__x

okay.. gotta go to bed now!

i still have 2 and 1/2 hours of sleep.... *sigh*

see yah soon guys! and wish me and my classmates some luck for later's Extemporaneous Speech! XDDD

bye!!!

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whoah! 2 posts in 1 day... cool....XD

2008-01-21T01:07:00.000-08:00

my birthday's over!

i'm already 19...

actually, there's no celebration for my birthday since my Lolo's in the hospital for a week... so can't go out... well it's okay.... i would rather stay at home use the computer or watch TV.... but still it's sad... it was like a very ordinary day for me... a normal Sunday for me...

to be honest, i just had fun on January 19, coz at that day, i was able to forget all of my school works and the results of my exams and all other worries i had for the past few weeks... and i'm thankful with my friends for making me happy at that day.... :D

well my supposed to be a very "special day" is over so here i am again, in front of the PC to do my school works.. damn it...

and right now, i'm working on my speech for our Extemporaneous Speech in English... and i swear.... i'm stressed right now... i don't know what to do on the outline that our "dearest and greatest English professor" sent to us... --sarcastic mode once again--

damn it! how are we supposed to that damn thing if she didn't explain it to us! or if she did, it's not clear! arggghhh!!!! hate it!

i'm still a bit depressed with my score in Math in the last quiz...darn! i think i'm the lowest... no! i am the lowest!!! >_<

still can't get over with that!

so what else to talk about here before i return to my school works??? hmmm...

well i guess no more to talk about here so gonna be leaving now! XD

see yah soon guys!

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pray that i don't fail in Math

pray that we make it on our Extempo speech

and

PRAY THAT I SURVIVE COLLEGE LIFE!!

current mood: STRESSED!

current activities: DOING THE DAMN ENGLISH SPEECH!

currently listening to: nothing! can't concentrate with music... right now...

2008-01-19T08:26:00.000-08:00

i'm back!!!!

wow! it has been a long time since i updated my blog... now, new layout and new post! oh yeah!

okay, so here are the things that happened to me for the whole week!

MONDAY (January 14, 2008)

~~hmmm... let me see.... sorry can't remember! except that we passed out research in Math!

TUESDAY-FRIDAY (January 15-18,2008)

~~ Prelims!!!!
the exams are really very hard!!! damn it! hopefully we pass some of the exams! XDDD

~~My Tito Eddie's b-day!

SATURDAY (January 19, 2008)

~~last community for LTS!!!!

ahh... it's actually sad and happy for me... sad because i'm gonna miss my learners, Marlo and Eichmann! they were very nice to me! they gave me 1 piece of Buko and a plastic of Dalanghita! and Ecihmann gave me a simple letter! (sadly, the spelling of my name was wrong... instead of "Iris" it became "Arish!")

well anyway.. at least... i was touched with that! i didn't think they would do something like that! and what really made me very happy about the trip was Marlo became active and a bit talkative now... he's not shy anymore! whenever i ask something he would answer unlike before, i was like talking to a deaf person... XDDD and the best part of it, he's already smiling!!!! yehey!!!!

i'm gonna miss those two... how i wish i could see them... XD

~~ a small advance celebration for my birthday!(it's gonna be tomorrow and at the same time, it's fiesta here! XD)

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i would like to thank the following who really made my day!
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1. Kero- oh yeah... he never misses any special events in the barkada! and i'm glad you made it! thank you so much! and thanks for telling me about the issue with Ge... yeah... i'm still upset with what she told you about how i reacted to her situation/problem... okay nevermind!

2. Ichel- glad you made it too!! thanks!!! and sorry to keep you waiting! XD

3. Nikka- oh God! i thought you won't make it! but happy you did! though you were late and got lost inside the mini mall!! hahaha!!! why didn't you see the Yellow Cab????

4. Kuya Jean- ahhh Kuya Jean! didn't expect you to come, honestly! i thought you wouldn't be there but you came! i'm so happy!!! i got to see you again!!! and thanks for your and Chester's gift!!! i liked it! it's cute! XD

5. Chester- just the same with Kuya Jean, didn't really expect to see you there! and thanks for greeting me at exactly 12 midnight! touching! hahha!!! thanks for your gift too!!! your face got bigger like mine.... but it's cute!!! XD

6. Kat- even though you were very late and last to arrive, thanks coz you still came! thanks!!!!!

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for those who were not able to come....
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well it's okay, i know you all have your own reasons why you didn't make it... it's okay...!

1. Nena- no reply from you! but glad you called, unfortunately, i wasn't home at that time...
2. Karlo- no text from you! hahaha! it's okay!
3. Kaila- tnx for informing me that you weren't able to come... :D
4. Lara- you didn't reply to my text too... :D
5. Norman- sorry! forgot to text you...XD
6. Julie- don't know if you were informed about it... :D
7. Ge-...

i really had a great time with you guys (who came)! especially when we were at the Timezone!!! XD
waaahh! Kero defeated me in the Air Hockey! but only once... and i still hold the title for the Ultimate Air Hockey Player! hahaha!!! JUST KIDDING! x___x

so now, it's already 12:51 am here and i'm still awake, waiting for my Papa and Kuya to come home... they went to the hospital for a moment to check on my Lolo... hayy.. wish my Lolo would get well soon.... T__T

well i guess that would be all for now!

thank you again to those who greeted me!!!! thank you so much!!!

NOTE:

ei Morty! i updated my blog already! and hopefully you enjoy your stay in India!!!! enjoy the curry! XDDDDD
take care! hope to talk to you in blog! :D

till next time guys!!!

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

i'm already 19 years old!!!

ahhhh!!!

getting older!!!!

nyahaah!!!!

2008-01-14T05:30:00.000-08:00

kyaaa!!!

ahhh!!

how i wish i could update my blog.... but i can't... too busy....

PRELIMS tomorrow so have to study hard!!!!!

(but i'm still using the computer... XDDDD)

see yah soon!

(okay... no more sarcastic mode here... hahaha!!!! XDDDD)
~~Morty, don't worry, it's not you i'm talking about in my last post.. hahah! XD~~

ooppps....

having some family problems here... and my mom's so pissed.. thank God she calmed down.... XD

2008-01-12T20:02:00.000-08:00

kyaaaa!!!!

too busy to update!!!
x____x

(sorry morty! don't worry i'll update soon..... XD and about the postcard thing.. sorry.... i left a comment on your lj... :D
THANKS!!!!)

flooded with school works!!!!!

(envious of those people who are not doing much and who can update their blogs... *sigh*---sarcastic mode---)

not her, not him but YOU!

wish for my grandpa's recovery.... T_T

see yah soon!!!!!

current mood: stressed

current activities: school works what else?!

currently listening to: LIPS:KAT-TUN, Keep the Faith:KAT-TUN, Crazy Love: KAT-TUN, Lovin U:KAT-TUN